My very first song that I made back in 2003. Eventhough it's a very simpel and naive song in a way, the lyrics still says it all, when it comes down to understanding my own lifecrisis.
Not a metal song, but still a big part in this therapy proces.
Lyrics
FEEL NO MORE
Never before tonight
Cannot see the light
Burns just by my side
Bottle I hold so tight
Feel no more my pride
Cannot get it right
This is no life for me
Im drowning in misery
See before my eyes
I gather the darkest skies
Cannot face myself
Cannot replace this hell
Every day's the same
No-one there to blame
This fear won't set me free
Killing my way to be
Never - fade away
Ever - face the day
Lying - words I tried to hide
Dying - can't kill this pain inside!
("Solo")
Stare at wall today
Silent in bed I lay
Emptiness made me pay
I've nothing left to say
Feeding destructive mind
Relations can't reach my kind
I won't let them in
My one and only sin
Never - fade away
Ever - face the day
Lying - words I tried to hide
Dying - can't kill this pain inside!
Frustration - condemnt to live this life
Damnation - struggle to be alive
Will no-one ever see?
How this life has treated me..?
