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Well dis is LIL D also known as Mafioso,an underground rapper from Mumbai..thinkin of makin big in rap
Song Info
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#88 in subgenre
Charts
Peak #1,007
Author
Mafioso(LIL D)
Uploaded
March 24, 2009
Track Files
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MP3 4.6 MB • 128 kbps • 5:00
Lyrics
BRAIN DEAD
[Verse 1:]
In ma early 20s and ma hairs started ta gray
More and more stress load..ma mind aint able ta take
pursed an higher education..for a bright future ta make
lookin fo bettament with da decsions dat I take
But now I'm now strugglin with life's pace
thing's gone haywire..and i'm trapped in dis maze ..
Failures comin ma life lyke an obstacle..slowin things down
When I look around..realised I'm fallen down..deep below,..layin low
and I see no place ta go
I'm tired of dis life...I'm betta off dead
thoughts of a suicide..an escape from hell
Seein others puttin lessa effort..but achievin success
But dat aint workin here even afta bein soaked up in ma own sweat
wat else left..ta lose hope in everythin..a pessimistic attitude
a feelin of neva reachin da desired altitude
successive failures pullin me ta depression
resortin ta alcohol and blunts for compensation...
I'feel lost and got no options left
like a guy in coma..physically brain dead
[Chorus:]X2
I aint got nothin ta lose now..cos ma brain's dead
No longer need bear da brunt now ..as I'm brain dead
Dis life got no future..cos I'm brain dead
ya its clear dat da shit's left me brain dead
[Verse 2:]
Too early ta decide wat went wrong
Too sad ta say dat da fun is all gone
Da childhood days lookin back again seemed joyful
Its awful..growin up ta make ma life more pitiful
Teenagers caught for homicide..
Engineering student died committed suicide
Dats da news da newspapers' filled up with everyday
mebbe a future one could even include ma name..
People think I fool around..just for publicity
They think ma life's a bed of roses with no adversity
but da outer glamor aint revealin nethin
even da roses got thorns prickin in chippin skin
ma life's similar ta dat of kashmir valley
tranquil from outside..da inside's burnin badly
Many lives ve changed..some achieved fame while da rest sittin lame...
but ma life's none of em..it's all jammed
with ma mind spoiled like a pc crash..rottin away like a trash..
[Chorus:]X2
[Verse:3]
Blame game now seems to be a best game they love ta play
Dats wat everybody play, when they expect a foul play
cant held anybody responsible for screwin up life
plans went sinister and shit got awry and amplified
Fuck da talk..where da hell ta go when dere's no future??
expected ta remain strapped forever..dats for sure.
Aint leavin ne option..but ta resort ta crimes
instead of spendin time..spittin whack rhymes..
used to be days when da chicks used ta call me handsome
but now they flee at ma very sight..as they call me hoodlum
tats wat's left ta be heard at dis day
Got lots ta say...but cant do it dis way..
Cos this aint nothin but a trailor of da life I have...
Gimme a book and a pen and I could write a thesis on dis crap..
[Chorus:]X4
(talkin )
All well dat ends well.... when ya screwed up ya really got no place ta go.....
Dis is wat life is...
Doesnt get worst than dis atleast.. Cant be positive when I dont see nothin
goin positive...
Dats said then.. Dunno how far its gonna go!!!!!!
