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When is my time up?
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Speedbump, Hip-hop, rock, pop rock, music
I am 36 years old from Bellbrook, Ohio. Which is next to Dayton. I was born and raised in Middletown, Ohio. I have been a disc jockey, for hire, for over 20 years. Just recently while I have been unemployed my wife gave me the idea of making my own music. I had the computer and music experience to try it out. Once I posted my songs on MySpace, it just went crazy from there. I'm glad everyone likes what they are hearing. I am not finished with my first album yet, depending on how fast the art work gets done and re-record all of the songs. It will be available just about everywhere. I am working on other songs in the meantime and also videos for certain songs. If anyone has any questions or just want to chat, get a hold of me...I will respond. Enjoy the music everyone and thanks for your support!
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Alternative • Alternative General
Charts
#3,063 in subgenre Peak #61
Charts
Peak #1,553
Uploaded
March 20, 2009
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MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 4:35
Story behind the song
I wrote this song when I was down in the dumps and hated in life in general. I waited to write this song until the right time, which ended up being the perfect time.
Lyrics
I can't take this anymore! Let's do this. (Chorus) When is my time up? Just take me now! Cause I'm falling deeper everyday without an escape. I was dealt a bad hand. I want off of this ride. Cause my life seems it was made for nothing but hate. (1st verse) Can't take this life anymore, alright ya started this war. I walk two steps forward and fall ten steps back. It doesn't help to pray, this hopelessness won't go away. All these drugs can't keep me sane, I'm going to crack. I sit and stare into space. Get me out of this place. These cigarettes aren't killing me fast enough. The world is out to get me. It doesn't matter ya see. My minds made up, I'm givin' up, this life's too tough. (Chorus) When is my time up? Just take me now! Cause I'm falling deeper everyday without an escape. I was dealt a bad hand. I want off of this ride. Cause my life seems it was made for nothing but hate. (2nd verse) This world is so cruel. I'm made out like a fool. There's forces in the universe singling me out. Everything I do is a waste. All I want is a taste of that sweet release from life to clear this doubt. Well, there's not enough drugs to get rid of these bugs in my head so I can rest and I'm feeling my best. You can say this lame. Well, I'll tell you the same. I can't take this pain & guilt and I'm feeling depressed. (Chorus) When is my time up? Just take me now! Cause I'm falling deeper everyday without an escape. I was dealt a bad hand. I want off of this ride. Cause my life seems it was made for nothing but hate. (Bridge) (3rd verse) You might think this is odd. How can there be a God that loves us so much but won't help me at all. I don't deserve this. Stuck in my own Abyss. Between a rock and a hard place thrown up against the wall. People say to fight back, but I'm under attack from myself and all my demons. JUST LET ME GO!! Killing myself ---is the only way out. Death is really the only thing I think about. (Chorus) When is my time up? Just take me now! Cause I'm falling deeper everyday without an escape. I was dealt a bad hand. I want off of this ride. Cause my life seems it was made for nothing but hate. You don't know how it feels, when all your life it reveals all the loss, hurt and anger & I'm done with this game!! (4th verse) Why am I victimized. It's this life I despise. There's loss, rejection, anger and I'm payin' the price. How strange our inner life is as human beings we live. How a life could go so bad from being on top. I don't like this no more. God please show me the door. As I say,"Give me death, so I can have my liberty" I feel I'm stuck in a dome, I just want to go home and free me of my pain and misery forever. (Final Chorus) When is my time up? Just take me now! Cause I'm falling deeper everyday without an escape. I was dealt a bad hand. I want off of this ride. Cause my life seems it was made for nothing but hate. You don't know how it feels, when all your life it reveals all the loss, hurt and anger & I'm done with this game!! Tell everyone that I should. They say,"I wish you would" The only thing that looks good to me is this freakin' gun!!!
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