About making the totally wrong decision at the time, self doubt prevails. Kicking yourself all the way back from Champaign.
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I could kick myself again
On this ride that will never end
On the way home I saw your eyes
In every star in the October sky
I had to pinch myself awake
Another promise that I couldn't make
And I'll crawl and I'll crawl yeah
Toward the cold cold end of the fall
Mother nature tell me me what it is that I should do. Should I love it should I fight it, connot wish it away. Flashpoint moment awkward parting, taste the venom on your lips. In a perfect place you'd be here with me on my long ride home.
