got my writing hat on coss im lost again
try to fight for happiness but its stops at pain
cold shivers lonely nights i fucked my life
and it feels that theres not a chance to go back in sight
and now all i got is these photos and memories
but deep into depression where this shits sendin me
and i got no one to blame, its up in the air
i lost everything i ever had, does nobody care
what happened to the smiles wed shares days we were winning
now im staring at my phone like its gonna start ringin
and hope ya voice will be there tellin me its fine
and its been like 5 days but it feels like a lifetime
the world is freezing, life aint easy
it scares me to death that you dont even need me
and im outta luck lookin for a four leaf clover
cos love i aint slept since you said it was over
i battled through my whole life and never started to drop
and all of a sudden the pain wont stop
but this time im feelin dead its real and cold and
my heart aint the problem i cant even feel my soul
talkin to my self like J its time to change
youve been depressed before she made u smile again
you gotta get up and do watever you can
to make her understand that shes ya only plan
she never broke ya heart you broke it yourself
when you left her in a comfort zone sat on the shelf
and look at you now, broken in 2, she says its her
you must be knowin its you
the pain dont ease off the days dont get bright
no stars or moon just clouds and night
J you need to do something ya fuckin ya self
and son stop lookin to the heavens cos god wont help
shes done with ya you accept the decision and help her
cos she was ya best mate for 3 years and now u doubt her
she only wanted ya love mate, and you got content
and now ya lifes snapped gripped twtisted and bent
