this half empty glass ive been drinking from spilled amongst the things that i keep half undone. and dont forget, dont cry over just a little spilled regret. and dont forget to bring my umbrella for this sunny day cause im looking for the rain and ive tried so hard to change but my life just has a way of turning skies to gray. and i know you dont approve but ive won only to lose. you laugh and say its self-induced, but im not so amused. try walking in my uphill shoes. i havent started yet, knowing that im already through. ive become someone and youre still wondering who. im just a ball of self-neglect. so you dont forget to bring my umbrella for this sunny day...