and if i was right, id be quite surprised. its a long way down and i am seeing that now as im spinning around. and i know, i cant just make sense out of anything; like running away to the place ive run from as i hold my firefly out to the sun. its good confirmation of a bad decision and its turning so swiftly to sick resignation. if i could just abandon the whole damn plan i would, but its too late for that now. if i hold on to you, would you do the same for me? cause im holding onto you, but you dont want to get close enough to me to make it work.
