Lyrics
I started walkin this road,but it was hard on me though/from the bottom of my heart up to the top of my soul,i got this pain up in me,but it aint a thang up in me,that you can label as ho/the devil tryna get me,he tryna fuck wit my soul,a nigga be stressin bout to fall to the flo,almost loaded up that 44 and pulled it yo so i can float and leave the globe,talk to the lord/and ask him face to face why im feelin pain for/but i changed my mind,it aint my time to go/i really be stressin all day,hearin voices seein ghosts in my hallway(damn)..just the other night i seen a girl wit her face half missin,gigglin tellin me that she been watchin me/and its my fault that she died,so she been stalkin me,get these demons off of me/i often see,things that i wish i never wouldve,when i was born i almost died,they saved my life,i swear they never shouldve....
Chorus:
Im a living angel,tryna get my wings tonight
So i must go through hell,(gotta go through hell)to get to paradise (and all i need is my wings)
My whole lifes at stake,so if I make one mistake...man...it better be grammatical/my past aint really bad I did what i had to do,i keep it true so i wont do what daddy do,im hazardous to half of you/im glad if you get mad,its mathematical,cuz im subtractin you/im battlin demons,i got no time to battle you/sad but true,but im the one that theyre attracted to/and they tryna feast on me...day dreamin cuz my lifes a nightmare/so when you lookin in yo mirror,say my name 5 times and ill be right there,leavin you messier than a babys high chair/its a war baby,so until i hit the floor my trust is wit the lord baby/and when i die,no matter how drastic..my funeral gotta be open casket,so they can know what its like to see an angel thats been blasted,with wings bloody and matted,ima...
Chorus:
Im a living angel,tryna get my wings tonight
So i must go through hell,(gotta go through hell)to get to paradise (and all i need is my wings)
Hidin my pain so that nobody knows,i got some tear soaked hands in which nobody holds/and yeah my halo no longer glows,but yall dont really feel me though cuz i aint in the videos my heart done got so cold/and im afraid that i wont get my wings,im walkin alone,and my will to live is gone/they said im destined for hell,but i aint walkin that way..my life is movin backwards,got a nigga talkin that way/hold on to my pride I got my bible right wit me,and if the devil wanna come and get me ill be waitin for him,cuz im an angel,and all i need is my wings.(live now)