the pain of loneliness and sorrow being your only friends
based on my experiences... the sad ones, mostly.
Lyrics
Deep within my spirit's core
A fire of life once burned
But now I've become
So distant and numb
I'm losing the will to go on
And when I cry in misery
I pray for an end to my tears
My tears of sorrow
My tears of failure
My tears from constant pain
Though I still incessantly cry
I'm...
So lonely I only
Can slowly
Dissolve to nothing
Loyal betrayal
So painful
My soul has faded
Darkness is loveless
My essence
Has been forsaken
Yearning for meaning
I'm bleeding
And lay here dying
All alone.
Aching and breaking
My heart still persists
In fighting against it's demise
But day after day
And night after night
It searches for strength to beat on
Now nothing can conquer
My nightmares and fears
Of existing only to suffer
So when its all done
Does it really matter
I'm willing to sell my soul
Though I lost that long ago
I'm...
So lonely I only
Can slowly
Dissolve to nothing
Loyal betrayal
So painful
My soul has faded
Darkness is loveless
My essence
Has been forsaken
Yearning for meaning
I'm bleeding
And lay here dying
Wishing I had...
Smiles and laughter
And endless joy
Kisses and hugs when I need one
Answers to prayers
And someone to give me
A faithful belief that the best will still come
Why can't I be saved?
And why must I be...
So lonely I only
Can slowly
Dissolve to nothing
Loyal betrayal
So painful
My soul has faded
Darkness is loveless
My essence
Has been forsaken
Yearning for meaning
I'm bleeding
And lay here oh
So lonely I only
Can slowly
Dissolve to nothing
Loyal betrayal
So painful
My soul has faded
Darkness is loveless
My essence
Has been forsaken
Yearning for meaning
I'm bleeding
And lay here dying
All alone.
