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Three Years Ago Today
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Im just another White Kid from the Suburbs that grue up Depressed and Suicidal thinking I could make a diffrence. Unfortionatly I may have been wrong. Sometimes I feel I am Gods example of what happens when everything goes wrong and when all worst case scenarios are brought to life.
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Genre
Podcasts • Poetry
Charts
Peak #31
Peak in subgenre #9
Author
Bad Dream 17
Rights
2005
Uploaded
October 30, 2008
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MP3 3.7 MB • 128 kbps • 4:02
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3 YEARS AGO TODAY CHORUS 3 years ago today a new dream began Soon followed by a nightmare Im sleepy man But my eyes won't close cause my blankets cold And the shivers up my spine can't change my soul VERSE 1 If life was perfect would I be praying in these churches Zip up the body bags put caskets in hearses My life's 11:34 turned upside down Im meant to be alone because that’s were the pain is found My stress bottled up so my pain can't get through Off in the distance seeing darkness from my youth Im never seeing the truth with just 8 lines in a verse Rapping should of helped my problems but they got worse On the courtyard at school always tended to freeze I feel when I battle I just couldn’t compete Traces of my blood type are what’s found on this letter But the little happiness I have heal and hold my cuts together This is all I wanted to hear but never was said What is blood for if not to be shed Feeling shame from the tears I tasted that dropped Fear me for what I am don’t hate me for something im not VERSE 2 Use angst in my rap to expose a broken dream Hiding my screams to show my low self esteem Deep in a crush I feel such a rush The last thing she said was she didn’t hate me that much But the past is past and the presents now I didn’t want to feel pain but you showed me how As I lay me down to sleep is the last thing I say There’s nothing left to do but it doesn’t hurt to pray My heart was warm but now its dark and cold For every scar on my wrist a story is told Room 238 that was the number of the class Im contemplating suicide with memories from the past Im pessimistic im no girls type from my point of view Those 3 words are don’t look back not I love you I’ve got to much pain in my reality to block Begging God to get back the 3 years that I lost VERSE 3 Think you could forget about someone like me Once I was blind but now I just cant see Put me in a grave that’s were I will stay Walking through the hall you never glanced back to wave I never got 2nd chance and I never got a first Home for me is 6 feet beneath the fuckin dirt That’s were I belong and that’s were I will stay 6 feet down Christ cant be hearing me pray Summer 2003 was the only good time I had My mind is older than I physically am I get no attention you don’t even look Unless your mentioned in a song or your name is in my rhyme book Songs about them and songs about you If the good die young I wont see God soon Lets look back lets take a glance Before you die you see a flash This song tells a story interpret the plot Cause the blood from my wrist is never gona clot I feel the string as the razor cuts Closed casket funeral keep the coffin shut
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