Fast paced song about him fighting a war in order to keep his girlfriend even though she doesn't even want to be with him.
SorExistence is a combination of Acoustic Rock, Emo, and Pop Rock. It all depends on the song. This Band reaches out to all the lonely and heart broken people
SorExistence is a One-Man-Band! The musician is Michael Moellers, currently a Kirkwood Community College student working towards a film degree and during his free time he spends it on his computer creating music, writing poetry, filming music videos, and much much more. He uses the computer generated drums to to give the music it's heart beat, while his electric guitar gives life to the tone and his unique vocals completes the deep emotional feelings that can't help but pick the lock to a person's heart. The words of each song are the most important to Michael. Most songs may seem like they mean what they say, but it's actually the underlining meaning that you have to find in order to truly understand the meaning to the songs. Every song he's ever made relates to him in some way shape or form. Like the song "My New World" from the new album "The Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen" is about him when he was 10 and moved to a new state where he was forced to leave behind all his friends and start a new life. The main genre is rock but at times it's hard to tell the specific sub genre.
Story behind the song
This is the ninth stage of the Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen, also known as the Break up stage. This could go by quickly in the case that the lonely citizen's significant other dies, but they would morn a lot about it. But in the case of a change of heart by the others than it will last a lot longer. But if the break up is due to a third party member in which the other falls in love with, this stage could last forever. During these times the relationship turns into a war for the lonely citizen in which they try desperately to convince their significant other to stay. Eventually they will begin to hate each other until they reach the point where they never want to see each other ever again. But the lonely citizen will never forget all the pleasure of the relationship and will miss the other one once they are gone.
Lyrics
I can't believe,
You don't want to stay,
Here comes the devil,
To throw it all away.
Right Now...
Can you feel me,
Though you see and yet you turn away,
Loving you and yet you burn the page,
Just trying to get rid of me,
Pushing on to see what we will be.
Holding out just to eliminate,
My past and now my fate,
Holding on even for one more day,
Just trying to get her to stay.
A fight to the death I know I will win,
But a fight for love is quite something.
I,
Though you see and yet you turn away,
Loving you and yet you burn the page,
Just trying to get rid of me,
Pushing on to see what we will be.
Holding out just to eliminate,
My past and now my fate,
Holding on even for one more day,
Just trying to get her to stay.
Take the time just to read my mind,
You know damn well we are not fine,
As you push me away I'm holding on,
Still don't know where we went wrong.
If you want to say,
Please don't go away,
I need another day,
To heal all my pain.
I,
I thought you were an angel,
But now you've lost your halo,
And now you've turned this into a struggle,
This is a war with many battles.
I can't let him win,
No I won't give in,
This is my way,
I'll fight evermore.
I,
Can't you see the pain you've brought me now,
Can't you see how you broke me down,
First you save me from myself,
Then collect me upon your shelf.
Though you see and yet you turn away,
Loving you and yet you burn the page,
Just trying to get rid of me,
Pushing on to see what we will be.
Holding out just to eliminate,
My past and now my fate,
Holding on even for one more day,
Just trying to get her to stay.
I, Will, Not, Lose!
