Artist Off Of F [Dot] Productions in collaboration With ProClub Ent.
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Also in collaboration with ProClub Entertainment
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #739
Peak in subgenre #379
Rights
F [Dot] Productions
Uploaded
October 13, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 4:35
Lyrics
Fiya Fleye - "By Myself"
iLLeyeCoN - The Prototypical Emergence
Produced By: VTZ
[Chorus x2]
This is my own life that I'm walkin' through this road
its a journey by myself, and I was destined just to be alone
I've gotta find myself, and bring back my reflection
that had guided me for years, before my life had turned so hectic
[Verse 1]
so now i'm comin out, from the shadows of my life
cuz I can't handle all the monsters that I battle with at night
so now I saddle up and fight, and put my mission to its test
and i speak out of my journey, you can listen to my text
and you can visualize the terrors that exemplify my rhymes
now i'm steppin back in time, to be ahead of every sign
that paved my way to failure, while I understand decisions
that those other people made while I would always stand and wish
that i could always go and change and then become somebody different
but I would always fall, and i could never be consistent
and i would never be persistent in my chase to grab a person
that i would see as different, but i guess that I was learnin
that it was part of life, for me to always be alone
but I could never find a home for me to call my own abode
instead i've spent these years always listenin to reasons
as to why they didn't pick my life for them to always be in
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
now I sit alone, starin right out through my window
in the hope that someone comes, but my hope is growing thinner
and i'm growing weary of the thought of never being called a winner
never being called a man, with all the things that I deliver
so now i'm losin it, and they're abusin it
i'm throwing out the thoughts that ever had a thing to do with it
i'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired
I just want to live my life with the happiness that it desires
instead its disappointments, mounted over disappointments
if I can achieve the world I'll still be called a disappointment
never done enough to please the people that I love
instead, I get on both my knees, and then proceed to scream above
hoping that some God, just listens to my swollen soul
with all the words that I compose, I've never even spoken those
fearing that I might be thrown in situations
that no longer I can handle, for the accusations I've been making
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
i struggle many nights when I lay myself to sleep
when my eyes are closed the tightest I just always seem to see
everything that I would miss throughtout my daily thoughts
so I fear the very dreams that my tendencies have sought
so now I have to get away, escape the way I gotta make
by the time I find my path I have a fear that it'll be too late
everything in changing, and i'm trying to recover
and I've found the perfect girl, but will I place myself above her
will I let her get away, or will I now go and amaze
the person that she is, or will I get the chance to chase
without her runnin out in circles, I just wanna reach to hold her
she can prove me even wrong, without a spoken word to leave her vocals
i gotta calm myself, she may not want the same
but either way I think its time for me to finally make a change
I have to pace myself so I don't loosen up too fast
and I'll never beat my future for the bruises in my past
[Chorus]
