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Indecision
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A fast paced song about a choice about whether he should let the world know how he feels and how he's messed up inside or to keep pretending to be somebody else.
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SorExistence is a combination of Acoustic Rock, Emo, and Pop Rock. It all depends on the song. This Band reaches out to all the lonely and heart broken people
SorExistence is a One-Man-Band! The musician is Michael Moellers, currently a Kirkwood Community College student working towards a film degree and during his free time he spends it on his computer creating music, writing poetry, filming music videos, and much much more. He uses the computer generated drums to to give the music it's heart beat, while his electric guitar gives life to the tone and his unique vocals completes the deep emotional feelings that can't help but pick the lock to a person's heart. The words of each song are the most important to Michael. Most songs may seem like they mean what they say, but it's actually the underlining meaning that you have to find in order to truly understand the meaning to the songs. Every song he's ever made relates to him in some way shape or form. Like the song "My New World" from the new album "The Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen" is about him when he was 10 and moved to a new state where he was forced to leave behind all his friends and start a new life. The main genre is rock but at times it's hard to tell the specific sub genre.
Song Info
Genre
Rock • Hard Rock
Charts
#1,712 in subgenre Peak #13
Charts
Peak #472
Author
Michael Moellers
Rights
2008 All Rights Reserved
Uploaded
October 12, 2008
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MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 3:57
Story behind the song
This is the fifth stage of the Life Cycle of a Lonely Citizen, also known as the choice stage in which the lonely citizen has to choose whether to reveal to the world what's wrong with him and who he really is or to keep pretending to be somebody else. Another problem here is usually after pretending to be somebody else for so long that they usually forget who they were. So it makes it even harder to make a decision between the two. It's a hard and stressful time for it is an internal struggle to choose which one will make the lonely citizen happy. But usually the case is that the fear of death pushes them to stick with pretending to be somebody else so that at least others will show up at the lonely citizens funeral.
Lyrics
Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so angry, Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so unhappy, What puts those bags underneath your eyes, What keeps you up all through the night? A typical question, From indecision, They ask me every day, They really don't care about what I say. They only ask 'cause it seems right, But they're just curious about my life, Not like they're going to help me out, They just want to know what keeps me down. Since they're not here to help, I'm going to keep my issues to myself, Put on my fake smile, And lock away this broken child. I put up all these walls, To keep out any and all, But they always try to break through, I don't know what else I can do. Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so angry, Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so unhappy, What puts those bags underneath your eyes, What keeps you up all through the night? They penetrate my shield, I won't give in, I will not yield, I won't answer the question, Leave me alone indecision. They debate inside their head, If they want to hear what I haven't said, I would really rather not share, It with those who really don't care. I thank them for their interest, But I have to protest, I resign from violence, And take a vow of silence. I wish they would do the same, So I wouldn't have to hear them complain, I have my own sh** to ignore, I really don't need anymore. Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so angry, Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why so unhappy, What puts those bags underneath your eyes, What keeps you up all through the night? Ah! Leave me the hell alone, I don't need a reason for an angry tone, But if you really must know, Grab a chair and enjoy the show. Medicated for most of my life, Always something wrong on the inside, My words are so mild, For mentally abused as a child. My family never liked me, Because I always acted strangely, No woman in my life, All alone and way too shy. The only reason I'm still alive, Is I'm too afraid to die, So now my indecision, You answer these questions. Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why am I so angry, Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why am I so unhappy, What puts these bags underneath my eyes, What keeps me up all through the night?
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