A short track I recorded out of boredom... didn't even edit the beat...just downloaded it from Kazaa and mixed it with my verse...the ending sucks...watch out for it...
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Story behind the song
A short track bout my failures in my life, my love life, in the rap game, and stuff like that... The ending sucks...cos I wasn't in the mood to come up with a perfect beat...so I just simple downloaded a freakin' beat from Kazaa and mixed it with my verse...
Lyrics
Well as I looked back to my life of love
I see nothin’, as dark as the skies above
I wonder out loud where my cupid been at?
What he been doin? Why my first boo was so fat?
Well fuck it, I ain’t got no love, I ain’t gotta rush
Cos my crush got a crush on my best dawg, naw…I ain’t gon’ blush
Hush….is that my fear that I hear?
Of bein’ alone, no potna unlike all my peers?
Is it cos of my hobbies & steez that is different?
Or is it cos of the way I talk like a black American?
Maybe it’s cos of my addiction of writin’ rhymes everyday
This ain’t no fiction, it’s my life & not a play
But how will they undastand cos they just don’t know this man
I know I can do it if I just stick to my plan
But then,
Life is neva as smooth as the river flows
As rough as the ocean if ya got tons of foes
I learned it the hard way so the story goes
10 months now I squashed beef after takin blows
My momma told me not to see life as a failure
My homie ZS told me to quit rap & stop bein a playa
But I ain’t gonna heed no one, this is my life
Rappin under street lights while dodging street fights
Tryna tell my life woes in less than three minute
But dilemmas & problems are infinite
Hataz & rivals only wanna label me as bull shit
My patience has a limit now don’t over push it
Will I eva even succeed in life?
Will I eva even get a wife?
I can’t predict the future but I determine how it goes
Like a plane, I’m the pilot and steerin’ the highs & lows
My homeboy Madzzup diggin every tune I make
But to me it all wack as fuck for God’s sake
How can I be lovin’ it like J. Timberlake?
When I gots no love, this ain’t a piece of cake
Every gal I gots a crush on will always be gone
I ain’t sayin’ names so let bygones be bygones
As I write this song I wonder how many can relate to it
Relate to my life and feel me or just treat it as shit
I went thru thick & thin just to form my clique
Now it’s stabile, imma fuck up anyone who messes with it
I lived thru 16 years now & I learned so much more
But will I even be here ten years from now to settle the score?
We can’t deal with fate that’s the fact heck
I might just die tomorrow with no time to reflect
My past & the shit I’ve been thru
All the times of joy, sadness & pain too
Well just in case I ain’t got the chance to tell my cats this
Imma let you know I appreciate y’all and hate is the least
Sayin prayers hopin my dreams will come true like when I was 12
But heck, God only helps those who helps themselves
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