Suicide Note
To whom it may concern
It may surprise you to learn
That as my body burns
My heart is frozen
I guess it was my fate
To swallow all your hate
And now it's all too late
This path I've chosen
You've made it very clear
That you don't want me here
So keep your faithless tears
Your lies unspoken
My birth was a mistake
A life time for you to fake
From the nightmare awake
This bond is broken
You've despised me all my life
Refugee from the abortionists knife
A decision I correct this night
I go willing
Only this will end the pain
Your love was never mine to gain
And as the blood my sorrow stains
No tears are spilling
How you loathed me year after year
How you piled on fear after fear
Are you surprised to find me here?
It's what you wanted
Without me the world is a better place
Better still if you just forget my face
Eradicate every trace
You'll not be haunted
I wrote these words years ago
In a place I hope you never know
But as I watched the blood flow
This realization
People hate what they cannot control
People hate what they'll never know
Our fight against the hate in their souls
Is our salvation
So I reject this suicide
In death I will not hide
Turn rage to strength inside
I will not fall
So take my bleeding hand
Let us walk from this darkened land
Let the beaten make their stand
This is the Call.
