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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #196
Peak in subgenre #91
Rights
F [Dot] Productions
Uploaded
October 03, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 4:33
Lyrics
Fiya Fleye - "Tears On Her Pillow"
iLLeyeCoN: The Prototypical Emergence
Produced By: VTZ
[Intro]
She said I wonder when it'll be my day
'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down
And all I’ve got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way
[Verse 1]
so I walk into the room, and I look her in the face
and I ask her whats the matter, and she tells me that she hates
all the times that we've misplaced, all the love that we had carried
on through all the flooded valleys, and through all the times we've buried
all the hate that we developed, now through all the lies and cheating
and all the nights you pleaded, that my sight is what you needed
so my heart began to speed and I just asked you what you meant
by everything that you had said and you just told me that we spent
every second of these years living in a ball of lies
and no matter what I tried, everything kiss was just disguising
every scream you had within, I'll admit this was surprising
i ain't know what to say, so I stared into your eyes and
told you how I loved you, you were everything to me
but you turned your head away, said you couldn't bare to see
the man that you once loved, but wanted nothing more to do with
so I dropped into your chair, and I couldn't bare to lose it
[Chorus]
She said I wonder when it'll be my day
'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down
And all I’ve got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way
[Verse 2]
so I was sittin back, and I was searchin through the memories
tryna figure out exactly what this girl had meant to me
everything, can you believe it, now i'm losing her
but something wasn't right, something else had been abusing her
I grabbed her by the hand, and brought her close to where I sat
and asked her for the truth, of these bruises on her back
and she looked at me and cried, and said I wouldn't understand
and I asked for her to trust me, who had dared to lay a hand
on the woman of my world, but she wouldn't speak a word
so I begged her for an hour, cuz i had to get an answer
then she lifted up her head, and shook it for a minute
while she screamed out in pain, crying to forget it
that I wouldn't understand she had put him under pressure
to give her what she needed, that he should've never left her
so I asked her if she cheated, was it another man
that caused her all this pain, and she grabbed me by the hand
[Chorus]
Maybe you've fallen down
And maybe you just took the long way home
But baby you could never love you … like me
And one day this will fade away
In the mirror you'll see a smiling face
And standing next to you will always be me, yea me
[Verse 3]
she looked me in the eyes and said baby, please listen
it wasn't gonna be like this, I started just to miss him
so I called him here one night, and then we started kissin
and one thing led to more, and i thought of our commitment
so I told him to please stop, but he wanted to keep going
so I pushed him off of me, and then he started throwing
punches to my face, so I turned my back to him
but then he lost his cool, and he started up again
right there I cut her off, and I got up from the chair
i told her that through everything, she'd always have me there
even if she hated me, that I would always go protect her
she begged for me to stop, please don't go defend her
that she told me that she hated me so I won't feel this pain
but I told her that I could never be the same
so she cried into her pillow as I parted from her life
cuz tears would never heal what I'm about to sacrifice
[Chorus/Outro]
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake
Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you'd rather die alone
Than being stuck here with me
One day you're gonna see things my way
You gave me so much room that I can't breathe
Tell me about those nights you staye
