Artist Off Of F [Dot] Productions in collaboration With ProClub Ent.
Main artist off of F [Dot] Productions ()
Also in collaboration with ProClub Entertainment
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #948
Peak in subgenre #532
Rights
F [Dot] Productions
Uploaded
September 17, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 5.1 MB • 128 kbps • 5:34
Lyrics
[Chorusx2]
I stop myself from falling everytime my body trips
its a method that I follow, despite of all the hits
that I take throughout my life, even if I'm tired of trying
it'll pay out in the end, when i'm through, i'll be surviving
[Verse 1]
now everybody looks around, and they just see a boy
standin by himself, but they don't understand his choice
and they don't understand the way that hes gotta use his voice
to get his thoughts across, before inside it destroys
all of his mentality, the way that he gets mad at me
when I say no, but he just wants to be the badder me
and take all of my control and I'm about to let it go
I'm getting to the point that I don't even want to hold
anything I have, I just want to be forgotten
I don't wanna live this life, and the demons it has brought in
no matter what I try, man i'm always disappointed
and I'm always been appointed to the ranks of every failure
so now I go around and I grill at every hater
take a look at girls and just tell her how I hate her
so now i'm giving up, man I'm tired of all this trying
cuz i'm always kicked around, please don't even think i'm lying
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
i spend every day, tryna please those that I meet
but they don't even go as deep as even wanting me to greet
them when I see them on the street, always gotta be descreet
ashamed of everything I bring, yet they want the world from me
but now i'm working and I'm fighting, and i'm bursting and i'm striving
to be the best around as i'm movin through like lighting
so i'm heating up the air, making bangs as loud as thunder
but with everything I try man this world just keeps me under
tryna keep me from succeeding, and i feel this passion leaving
but i'll hold it till the death, when my body stops its breathing
if I don't fight it now, tell me who is gonna help
cuz nobody in this world gives a damn if i'm in hell
they just wanna see me fail, they don't wanna see me make it
tell me if i am so "amazing", then how come you won't face it
just to give me what I need, all the love that I deserve
i thought I found the one, but i'm alone up on this Earth
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
i'm tired of being lied to with everything thats said
to me right into my face, they're just playing with my head
its a game that they enjoy until they see my body dead
then they'll realize who I am, someone that they should've kept
cuz i'm a legend in myself, called a rarity around
so i'm searching through this fog until a clarity surrounds
any corner of my life, maybe if I sacrifice
this drive to be successful, i'll see a different light
that I can follow to the end, maybe see another path
leading me to go around, and stop this living in the past
but I can't live for my own future, when it isn't guaranteed
so I was living for a "maybe", but see that isn't me
cuz I can't base my life on something, that someone may never want
cuz I know what I want, its a love thats never sought
so hopefully, all you guys can lurk away
or look into your hearts and ask for me to stay
[Chorus]
