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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #2,118
Peak in subgenre #1,186
Rights
F [Dot] Productions
Uploaded
September 03, 2008
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MP3 3.7 MB • 128 kbps • 3:59
Lyrics
Fiya Fleye - What If
Produced By VTZ
Album: iLLeyeCoN
[Verse 1]
Where do I start this, everything thats happened
all the pain that i've gone through, I can't believe I'm snappin
when I look up in my soul, theres no eyecon in disguise
there's a demon in my eyes, tryna take me from my mind
so I scream out and shout, but nobody hears my cries
they're all sittin' back at once, just waitin till it dies
all the passion in my rhymes, but i'll never let it end
'cuz i'll lose everyone, but my music stays my friend
so i'll hold on to it until my final breath is gone
say good bye to Alex -- he won't be here for long
its only Fiya now, he's hearing voices now
shhhh -- its another deadly sound
its him lettin go, and I finally got it all
I can hear him drifting, but he scratches at the walls
that are locking him away, but he's never coming back
and its Satan in my voice as I write another track
[Chorus]
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
[Verse 2]
what if, I just ended it right now
yeah, this life that I live, would they even make a sound
would they even make a fuss, would they try to bring me back
they wouldn't even care, and I think thats a fact
i mean look at how they act, when my father let us down
mom tried to blame us -- he wasnt here in town
but she let it out on us, she had nothing else to say
so she screamed out in pain until the day that he came
and she took his ass back, so she has herself to blame
but i thank her for that, it ignited my flame
and it caused me to slip, and it caused me to flip
all the pain in my heart is the reason I spit
but its also the reason I cry every night
it brings out the urge for me to write what I write
and to fight what i fight, how long can I go
pretending that I'm sane, with this act that I show
[Chorus]
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
[Verse 3]
its like i'm starin straight at the future I've got
how can I let it go with the bullshit i've fought
just to get to this point and survive in the past
I can't let it rest, in their faces i'll laugh
when it all falls down, and crumbles all around
when it all oozes out, its their screams that'll drown
all the agony I face, all the tragedy thats placed
in the center of my life, it'll all be erased
but it'll never be forgotten, the times that I struggled
and the bastards that left at the times I was troubled
but it works the other way for those that were there
to help me through the times and showed how they cared
but my heart will stay cringed, and tortured at night
as i keep speeding forward, the end is in sight
i'll charge with my might, to finish this all
I promised myself that I would never fall!
[Chorus]
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
(What If)
I just lost it tonight
(What If)
I just ended with a knife
This life that I live, end the terror I face
Every breath that I take is another I waste
