Artist Off Of F [Dot] Productions in collaboration With ProClub Ent.
Main artist off of F [Dot] Productions ()
Also in collaboration with ProClub Entertainment
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #2,097
Peak in subgenre #1,175
Rights
F [Dot] Productions
Uploaded
September 03, 2008
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.3 MB • 128 kbps • 4:42
Lyrics
[Chorusx2]
now you look me in my face and you try to apologize
but i see them empty through the eyes of a smarter child
Always in my life, I would always be destroyed
but now around my heart will be these weapons I deploy
[Verse 1]
my life has been scorned and it has torn itself apart
so i'm just tryna find a spot where I can begin a new start
i'm just tryna take my soul and just put the pieces back
its like i'm tryna build a puzzle and make sure the pieces match
but its hard when every piece has been shattered to a dust
its gonna take some time, but fixin all of its a must
and i know along the way, my heart is gonna crumble
i may lose all of my feelings, i gotta make sure not to stumble
and fumble my thoughts, gotta make it through the pain
and withstand the deepest fears, every little ounce of strain
it'll help out in the end, believe I'll be a better man
and i'll travel to new lands with even more to understand
so i think about it now, throw away whats in my past
if I hold on to the memories my days will never last
so i clench up both my fists and I open up my soul
i'm no longer afraid to see what the future holds
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
now I'm putting all this blame on a single persons words
but the truth of the matter is, she did not deserve
the way I treated her and the hate I had within
but the reasons for that, they were always cuz of him
she would never understand, everytime that I would blow
and become this angry beast, and put on a violent show
lose control of everything, and lose it all at once
the love that she had, and every little bit of trust
she would hate to be around me in fear that I would change
and become that monster once more, our lives were changing lanes
but I didn't want to see it, I just wanted it to stay
and then become upset at the way that she would stray
and find another man, and go cheat behind my back
but I would forgive her, and let her come right back
so I have myself to blame, i just brought on all these problems
so now I'm movin on, believe that i'ma solve em
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I never wanna say it, but my family is everything
now i look back, and they would stand by me for everything
but i never listened and I would always scream at them
and I would always leave everytime that they'd defend
anything that I would do, everytime that I would cry
everytime I lost my mind, they were always by my side
now I know we had our fights, and I know we had our nights
where I busted out the house, but we never lost sight
that we were always blood, we've always had a destiny
to be there for each other when the world was always testin me
but i made mistakes, and i put them down for others
but the others in my life, they just left me for another
but my mom was always there, and my dad would always care
but always in the past, I would never treat them fair
and now i'm here to say that I'm sorry for my life
but I need you more than ever to propel me through this strife
[Chorus]
