The lyrics to this song were written by lead singer Greg Ellenburg. I wrote and arranged all the music.
1980's Heavy Metal.
Stranded Legion is a heavy metal band based in upstate South Carolina.
Lyrics
Verse 1
Sitting here in my living room
Surrounded by guilt, depression, and gloom
Slouched way down with my glass half-full
Sick of it, sick of all the bull
Chorus
Looking back on what I should have done
I realize, I’m the f*** ed up one
Verse 2
Standing there by your graveside
Let out feelings, I can’t hide
Feel the world caving in on me
This grip of sickness, I can’t free
Chorus
Can’t believe I handed you the gun
Could it be, I’m the f*** ed up one
I should’ve held your hand, held your hand
But instead, I took you for granted
I should have been there, I shoulda been there
Maybe that’s the reason you’re planted
Bridge
When you look in my eyes, do you see the despise
That I have for myself
Even though you’re gone, I still haven’t gotten over it yet
So I’ll just lay down and bury myself
In a pile of deep regret
What’s the use when you give, this is all you get
This is all that is left
Verse 3
Sitting here in my bathroom
Depression triggers guilt, triggers gloom
Pile of pills lying on the floor
Evil shadows casting on the door
Chorus
Now it fades to black, what have I done?
Now I know for sure I’m the f*** ed up one
