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Peak #5,897
Peak in subgenre #3,188
Author
JoeRamon
Uploaded
November 07, 2003
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Lyrics
I only act the fool ‘cause I can’t leave part/
Since my souls ripped apart like when sneakers talk//
Cuz when people walked/ by that sad little boy/
They relished in the pitiful sorrow of a mannequin’s joy//
It’s sickening how/ living in a bickering home/
Can painfully distance a child/ from the gift in his dome//
Feels like he’s living alone/ quiet…enclosed in a hush/
Felt like a person who everyone hated and nobody loved//
Crying every time when touched like the chords of a violin/
Feeling casted away like I was caught on an island//
I used to beat my meat so much I thought I was violent/
Cause I had no ball to reply with/ no laws to comply wit/ so often my mind went//
Off with the force of the thoughts of a tyrant/
Not because I was a killa just that I was lost in my mind set//
Truthfully it used to be that I wasn’t true to me/
But now my conscience is consciencly forcing a spiritual mutiny…
In this path of life I try and state my cause/
And fill my purpose here while tryina escape my flaws//
I can't erase my wrongs/ but I can try and set them straight/
And breath easy now tryina a breath of fate...
The truth is/ I lived life reclusive/
Excluded from expression not knowin what bein you is//
Repressin my inner tensions and senses til I was senseless/
I'm guessin it was a session into depression I was degressin//
Defenseless was my mind against nature’s recklessness/
Infected with the sin gained with raised up negligence//
Insensitive to the mistakes and wrecks by him/
Was just as fake as those idolizing necklaces//
It would teach me to love the hate and hate the love/
And when people asked to just say because//
If they ask you for an answer you must make it up/
Cuz no matter who you told the truth they'd take it tough//
Then hate yah guts/ bumps bruise scrapes and cuts/
A wounded heart can take so much but now we're breakin up//
And makin up to break it up then make it up/
Endless cycle with friends and lady loves...
Chorus (2x)
The essence of my pen is projecting out my apologies/
For any lies I’ve spoken and your well deserved animosities//
Cuz quite possibly/ my main atrocity/
Is that I hate the hypocrite but live based in a hypocrisy//
Cuz I won't lay with the devil but I'll dance with sharks/
And this here is more than just my rants and sqwaks//
If I wanna be the man then I should act the part/
And be ready to charge on like a mastercard//
But I'm not motivated...Am so unhappy with me/
My peace of mind harder to find than a happy Whitney//
Cuz I've been livin shady...I know my actions shifty/
I just hope there's still acceptance so y'all can rally with me//
I'm saddened by moves but I'm just getting a taste/
Of real love with out me steppin away//
Seein the error of my moves cuz I've accepted my fate/
Now I'm ready to be a team player and step to the plate...
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