had a dream I was running
down an everlasting hallway
an apirition from my past
it haunted me all day
now I’m in the zone
cause my voice has been silenced
I am but a clone
of your meaningless violence
turn away from me
I am a broken spirit
hate guilt and greed
transmits in my lyrics
where could I turn to?
who is gonna save me
Mom, I don’t deserve you
I am not your baby
I’m not your offspring
look what I’ve done
shame out of all things
has been my number one
I’ve forsaken myself
cause I thought I wasn’t worth it
I used to beg for hell
but I now I deserve it
I cry to my savoir
please God have mercy
if I’ve done something in your favor
please say that I’m worthy
when I was just a kid
I was filled with confusion
what a joy it was to live
what a beautiful illusion
now things have changed
and I’m filled with regret
bound by these chains
of malevolent debt
an unfilled promise
and unfilled dreams
a word called honest
I don’t know what it means
I’m just plan sick of trying
and I’m just a little torn
and it seems like I’ve been dying
since the day that I was born
who will save me now?
No ones gonna save you now...
I was a man with a cause
to try to find myself
somehow that got lost
when the ice began to melt
I got stuck in that stuff
it became my substitution
drugs before love
and never would I lose em’
to this day they stay with me
begging for control
I used them to lift me
but I landed in a hole
