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Poetry in motion...we're writers, we spit it how it is...
J to tha Mo' Fuckin' 4...Comprised of a few ppl who rap together over the net and in real life.. I'm Russ, go by the name 6L cuz there's 6 l's in my name...also known as the perfekshunist for always makin' sure tracks come out the best they possibly can..I live in the same town (H-Dale) as Nick...We've been writing together for years and started recording back in 03'..we also rep with our friend marc from over seas...here's our crewlist at the moment.. Nick/16watt - Hinsdale, New Hampshire 6L/PerfekshunisT - Hinsdale, New Hampshire Click9ine/Metrical - Newcastle, England Most of these tracks are simply me n' nicks, since click has his own soundclick site..but I'll be uploading solo tracks n' collabs from the others once i get them... Others are random disses or beef tracks towards ppl on lyricwars.com....check us out, leave some feedback in the message board...peace... Japan4 UPDATE: J4P has joined forces with others to form Phobia Records (www.phobiarecords.com) comprised of friends from lyricwars.com...lyricwars has gone offline so we decided to start our own thing..the site has band info, member bios, and a forum for any interested in checking it out..
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #1,038
Peak in subgenre #526
Author
Nick
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Japan4 Productions
Uploaded
August 18, 2008
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MP3 4.0 MB • 128 kbps • 4:20
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Verse 1 All I know is one love is my mental. State of my mind is my pencil. I wake up with no sleep, work week is weak So I eat tofu and lentils. Get the strength I need to feed and snap ankles. That’s not where I want to be at, but that's the moment we’re at. No premeditation, I just go and react. And I as sit back I relapse, people tell me “relax Nick, you're over passionate”. You don't know me. Everything I've ever had I've lost, that's the way we work. My father left me for a selfish cause. “All my money - all my cars...you can have it all”, is what I told a girl with no god. You don't know me. Drove the state with no heart and no homie Drove me away with one call that's so phony Drove in the stake with one swing that's so cold See you drove me to hate all the people that don't know me Can't stop thinking about our last dance Last kiss - I'm the last man... Living in the past is bad trance. And I'm past that But a fast glance is all I need to relapse. People tell me “relax Nick you're over passionate”. You repeat yourself bitch and I'm not asking it. Read every line and you'll gather this is masterful. But you don't know me one bit and I'm not having it. Verse 2 Chapter 2, wake up ...3:00pm get cleaned up Straighten your act up. Leave the house once to see the sunlight Contemplate the break up while shooting hoops. Begin to talk to you. Go back home talk to Russ, chill out. Pale skinned big guts. We're both wasting our lives now. Dropped out of school now I have to pay the loan Need to get a job but I'm just sitting on the phone. It's 4am. Write a song. Mostly symbolism of the shit I've lost. Decide to go to Tennessee on a whim with my dogs. Met a girl that popped pills and I swear to god she'll have me writing songs. Come back home with half the people we went with. Decide to keep it cool with the girl that I chilled with. Pursue the first girl that I talk and shoot hoops with. 1 year later I see the mistake. I was foolish. Wrote another track but I still couldn't shake her She was my best friend, so how could I hate her? Still a paranoid freak turning to my father Gained a new found ethical code but why bother? -Rid myself of hate greed and envy Lost all friends that ever thought of me friendly Bitterness and resentment left me feeling empty So it sat on an empty stomach when we lost Nurmi.
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