deeeeeeep psychological sh** ..
song by nujabes "reflection eternal"
Lyrics
Verse 1:
hush and you whisper and you look into my eyes
you look into my soul and you look and i cry
the mirror to myself the only who can see
the only one true judge of my life: me
can't handle that the pressures from the promises i made are way too vast
to myself my beloved I'm sorry I failed i look at my reflection
can't look cuz I'm scared
to see my childhood hopes and dreams
and oh how i longed and oh how i dreamed
pencil to the paper, he planned and he schemed
the same piece of paper I tore when I screamed
and now I just can't bare the shame
despite everything I told you
the promises that I made you
I swore to, to you, to make true
illusion and delusions in time have made due
and now I'm numbed by the sound and so my dreams died down
as my fears crept up, and now I'm doing it now, I'm letting you down
I'm letting you go, torture is my life watching my dreams die slow, and hush
Verse 2
Hush and a whisper saying come back come back
I stop in my tracks and I fall back
so I can listen to your voice and now I know
this road ain't never gonna take me home
cuz I feel so lost and I feel so cold
I'm on the verge of going numb, somebody touch my soul?
and when I came to, that somebody was you
the ghost from my dreams returned the soles to my shoes
and now I'm back on my feet ready to make my move
ready to make a final statement to the demons that consumed
my dreams my hopes the love I have for you
my essence my soul my everything above anything
to anything you choose along with anything that soothes or moves your heart is nothing I can't do nothing I can't free nothing I can't be
and to the heights of the skies
to the depths of the seas go
home is where I'll go
