NEthing4You Written by: Jim J. Barakat Go find your love; you know where I’m at. Don’t hold anything back. I’ve been waiting for awhile to trap you again, to make your regret that you ever left me then. Slit the necks of those lost; I’ve hid them under my bed. And the neighbors have noticed the smell; I need to get the fuck out before I am caught; you can be my getaway. We’ll impersonate this town and live like ghosts. We’ll hover over these streets, undetected from the best; leave that razor in your wrist because it’s all fiction now. We can be like one; we’ll have so much fun. Just let me show you what it’s like to live like this. I’ve missed you so much; I need you so bad. I’ve done some horrible things that even I can’t believe. You can make me good, I know you could. Don’t let me fall under that spell because I’ll be right back where I started. I’m going to find my love; I’m tired of waiting here. Being locked up in this room isn’t doing me any good. Leave the medication at home because tonight it will not be needed. I’ll get fucked up off the feeling of one fucked up relationship. Drown out those screams with the sounds of my car crashing into a wall in hopes of killing us both. We can be those ghosts; leave the problems we have behind. Just let me show you what it’s like to live like this. I missed you so much; I needed you so bad. I broke that promise and now I’m not yours. I’ll drop my plans if you’d just try and understand that I’d do anything, I’d do anything for you. ©2008
