This is especially for my girl, Shamina.
Akshay.Live ! ~ Bangalore ~
All i can think of is the day i choked on stage during competition within tha college... Really low that day and the next.. The fire in me keeps burning... 10 months from that day I'm standing here, freestyle rapping on any topic anytime.
That's my story!
Lyrics
I was a shy kid, (yea) dint talk much like a psychic...
Cant't tell life from fantasy-i was caught in the midst
of nothing but innosensce...(innocent), mind blissed by ignorance...(ignorant)
lost what i had,- like i got punished for a big offense
no 1 to fill those gaps of love which i always missed..
no 1 to believe me,fuk family and friends!(Fuk!)
No defense to save me,(why) cause i fought with myself
Thought that i was happy, but it didn't make sense(naah)
How could I smile, When Im waiting for that someone to keep me alive..
Yea, I was blind till now-Im seeing for the first, (What?)
her voice made me a deaf hearing those 3 words,(ohh!..)
Are you for real or just my imagination?
Im askin this cause i thought angels were only in fiction,
I'm So lucky to spend wid her a whole year, In her arms,
Now I close my eyes only she appears, Im in a trance,
everytime v kiss I feel ha warmth... (Sooo warm..)
ha skin so tender that she can be tanned at dawn!
I know that you are the one. I can tell right from wrong
give me the strength and courage to accept the truth,
that im a horny lil' bastard but im in love with you...(Believa dat)
These words so special I mean every letter, (every one of it)
a month bak yo promised me that we'll be together, (What happened now?)
wenever I was down I used to read that poem that you wrote,
funny we so different but sailing on the same boat,
can't live without the other, like a new born without the mother,
On cold days I'd hug her cause she warm like summer.
Way back in december, she was a flirt,(A big one!)
now she love me more than anything on this earth.
she in a dilemma, but she has the choice-(Pick one!)
love or family ,girl listen2yo voice.
I aint forcing you, but i hope you do wats best,
like what you did on the last day of my college fest,(I still remember dat)
Change da society for the best,help me lead da path,
I know I broke your heart,Im beggin-pleas forget da past
and start a new chapter of our never ending love,
Flying higher dan da raptor, (When?) da time is now.!
I dont want to lose the only one who mean more than a lot,
I'll love yo till my death, whether yo love me or not.
What makes you wanna break up every now n then?(Answer me!)
And everytime you do dat it sets my world to a spin
better days will come i got my hopes so high,
You're so precious and im proud yo call yo mine,(so.. proud)
Romeo & Juliet found the truth-that love's devine,
I cant put it in words-its undefined,
I want you back- a bond which god himself signed,
I love yo listen to da truth in those lines.(Dats the truth, i told it a million times, this truth will never change!)