I take no credit for the beat. Thank you Alex (Ambience Outburst) Smith.
I do some rock, some pop, and a whole lotta rap.
Story behind the song
For me, aggressive music helps me get out my aggression, sad songs help me let go of my depression. I was never one of those people who get sad, then get all happy when "Walking on Sunshine" comes on the radio. This song is a "what if" song; if I was going to commit suicide, this is what I would say. This came to mind when two close friends attempted suicide. It was mind-blowing that they would do such a thing, and it made me think of what I would do in their place. And at times, I don't think the average Joe is far off emotionally; everyone gets lonely, everyone gets sad sometimes. This song is for the crowd contemplating suicide. Rather than singing a song full of "everything's gonna be alright's", I wrote the most brutally honest lyrics I could.
WOOOOOO!!!!! thats all i can say about this song lol. no but really man, this is such a great song, so much emotion in it i LOVE IT!!!! its also a great model for me since i have been tryin to write a similar song, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!