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Peak #3,375
Peak in subgenre #363
Author
WORDS XXXICAN /MUSIC EMOTIONAL PRODUCTIONS
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Uploaded
June 14, 2008
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Story behind the song
ITS JUST ABOUT MY PAIN
Lyrics
GROWING UP WAS RUFF,
SPECIALY WHEN NO ONE CARES ABOUT CHA,
SEE I FIGURED IT OUT WHEN MY MOMS FORGOT MY BIRTH DAY,
AND THAT AFECTED ME IN THE WORST WAY,
SO I TUERND TO THE STREETS,
ARIZONAS MY BIRTH PLACE,
PHOENIX IS THE PLACE,
I COUGHT MY FIRST CASE,
MOVED OUT TO GET A WAY,
BUT I WAS THE SAME,
SO SHIT DIDENT CHANG IT WAS THE SAME,
AS THE FIRST PLACE,
I JUST RAN OUT OF PEPALE TO BLAME,
AND NOW THE BLAM IS ON ME,
IT WAS LIKE HITING A BRIK WALL,
I CAME TO A DEAD HALT,
LITERALY I WATCHED HOMIES AND FAMILY FALL,
IT WAS LIKE I TOOK A BLOW TO THE CHEST,
SO I CANT BREATH,
THEN I GOT WEEK IN THE KNEES COULDENT HELP BUT FALL,
MY FAMILYS REACHEN OUT BUT I CANT HERE THEM CALL,
SO I FELT NEGLECTED,
AND I BLAMED THEM ALL,
AND THIS IS MY PAIN,
AND THIS IS MY,
I ALWAYS BEEN A LONER,
LOVED BEING ALONE AND ON MY OWN,
DIDENT REALY GROW UP WITH FAMILY,
THEY WERNT THERE I WAS ON MY OWN,
LIVEN THE STREET LIFE CUZ ITS ALL I KNEW,
SLANGEN AND BUSTEN DOMES CUZ THATS ALL I CAN DO,
SHOWED UP FOR THE CHIKS BUT I NEVER WENT TO SCHOOL.
THERE AINT NUTHEN THEY COULD TEACH,
ME ABOUT THE SITUATION IM IN,
I LEARND ALL,
DURING MY LIFE OF SIN,
JUST GET MONEY THATS HOW U WIN,
KICK DOWN THEM DOORS WHEN THEY DONT LET U IN,
YOU WOULD PROBLY GO CRAZY,
IF U SEEN ALL THE PLACES IV BEEN,
AND TO THINK MOST OF THIS SHIT,
STARTED WHEN I WAS LIKE TEN,
WHEN I LOST MY TIO,
MABY THAT WHEN IT ALL BEGAN,
THEN MY PRIMO GOT LOCKED UP,
SO I GOT STRAPT UP AND HAD TO STAY STOCKED UP,
ITS FUCKED UP,
AND THIS IS MY PAIN,
AND THIS IS MY,
IF IT WASENT FOR BAD LUCK,
I WOULDENT HAVE LUCK,
GROWEN UP SHIT WAS BAD BUT,
I ALWAYS DID WHAT I HAD TO SO I HAD ENUGHF,
MY MOMS BOYFRIEND BEAT ME TILL I COULDENT STAND UP,
BROKE ME DOWN AND LEFT ME BANDEGED UP,
MOMS DIDENT CARE,
THATS PAIN WITHOUT LOVE,
AND FINALY THAT PAIN HAD ENUGHF,
I SLAPED HIM AROUND AND ASKED HIM IF HE LIKED IT RUFF,
STOMPED HIM OUT TILL MY MOMS SED ENUGHF,
THEN I STOMPET HIM OUT TILL I GOT CUFFED,
ALONE AND COLD I HAD TO WAIT 16 YEARS,
SOME ONE SHOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ABOUT THES TEIRS,
INSTED WE HAD TO SACRAFISE WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN OUR BEST YEARS,
LIVEING IN A HONTED HOUSE IN FEAR,
THEY SAY U HAVE CONTROL OVER YOUR OWN LIFE,
WELL I WAS BEHIND THE DRIVER SEAT BUT I COULDENT STEAR,
TELL WHY SHOULD 14,13,10,8 YEAR OLD KIDS LIVE IN FEAR,
AND THIS IS MY PAIN,
