Im juss a one man team. Dont really need anyone with me besides god. Been attacked from tha back by my own people. Aint dont with that bullshit. I like to keep
Call me Mel. Im forever straight up Hip Hop! Fuck all that weak ass commercial shit. Hear tha same shit over and over again.
Story behind the song
How I feel when I left home...
Lyrics
VERSE:
as ur hands is release
away from me u disapear
and from my ear
i hear tha sound of ur voice
fading from here
hearing decreases, you, i cant hear
in my heart
i felt a posionous disease slowly creepin, i fear
emotions increase
from way up here
slowly tears i release
eyes blurry, from top down, massive poison is burried
94 til now, still some of tha poison i carry
and its scary
how im chased by my past, loosin air i cant last
now my breath, i gotta catch
down i came stumblin, on tha ground i collapse
wit tha past inside, myself is who its killin
i cant let it slide, im known as a felon
so much secrets i hide, and none of it im tellin
to the person who listen, deep inside, im feelin like im gon die,
cold fingers and feet, oh, before my defeat, i could never retreat
no
VERSE:
away from home, its so depressin, i trip and fall,
but befor tha ground im hittin, abulance i gotta call
cuz without my mom and pops, naw, i wouldnt be standin at all
this goes out to all yall
ppl i wanna reach
disables i wanna teach
promises u gotta keep
honest teachin u gotta preech,
wit out it, i doubt it u wouldnt be able to walk and reach
cuz
now tha sky im reachin, cheesin proudly, in tha eyes of tha kids i teach
and itself, tha past it reach, in my brain, history repeats
on my knees i fall, oh and im feelin weak
im sorry, cuz for my future i worry
so im seekin for help
towards my memories, is me she delt, grandma gave me my health
wealth
my movement to shine, til im grind
back to my time, helpin my ppl im gon try
cuz back home life is a bitch, and then u die
