Lyrics
(Verse)
What is it? What do I feel when I’m with you//
Is it you, that’s so in tune with me when I’m blue//
You know how turn me, change how I feel//
So unreal, I’m think I’m falling for you, ideal//
Plans to derail, my strands, as my mind expands//
Rewind to the thanks, I got when I walked out last//
Time I was in this situation, ended in hesitation//
Lack of concentration, wound up, with eerie sensations//
Creeping through my heart, where do I start//
Tryna tell you, I’ve loved you from the start//
I’m stuck with useless emotions, the same ocean//
Keeping me coasting through these motions//
Stuck in rehearse mode, like reverse mode//
Gotta think about what I want, from a purpose fold//
In the hand I was dealt, its you hand that I felt//
Touch mine, when I was cold, made the ice melt//
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I take walks on my own, tryna figure things out//
Mind flips out, as your name springs from my mouth//
I’m smoking, tryna contemplate the need for haste//
Will I miss an opportunity I’m excusable to waste//
Must I wait for an answer, stop being an actor//
Drama queen, pluck up the courage ta just ask ya//
I mix songs for you, write lyrics to the tunes//
That come through each speaker, reminder of you//
I can’t focus, letting time pass me by//
Waiting for homicide, from the pain that I hide//
I strive ta survive, but deep down see the lies//
And the myths, that I live, sometimes I just cry//
Waiting for you ta come online, shower the praise//
These days, I’m to cold for feeling these ways//
People expect crude, lyrics, but you see something different//
That’s why when we fall out, I know I’m forgiven//
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This is worse than I ever been, tears that I never seen//
Imagination I refuse ta let loose and control me//
I just wanna see you smile, so I’ll make you smile//
If you cry, then I cry, excuse the weak child//
Inside me, that gets emotional at simple things//
Like when we fight, and I start screaming things//
That I know I’ll regret, would rather forget//
But I inject that disrespect that leads ta loving neglect//
Please, love me back I’ll always miss you//
Holding back, every time that I wanna kiss you//
How would you handle heart break I cause//
Its like everywhere I go, I create Holocaust// (But)
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