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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,552
Peak in subgenre #830
Author
ZION
Rights
INVISIBLE MAN MUZIK
Uploaded
July 23, 2004
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MP3 2.1 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
eyes wide shut, lots of lonely nights in a dazed mindstate
decayed buildings, sleepin wit my pupils dilatated
paraphenelia on tha ground, surrounded by cans & viles
lighters broken, so much blazin that my fingers smoking
im just hopin, that i can pull thru this shit, im wishin
i could envision a future witout lucifer in it
GOD help me!...i swear i aint ready to die
WHY THA FUCK U GIVE ME LIFE IF U NOT GON HELP ME SURVIVE!?
Father forgive me....please grant me repentance
while waitin for an answer my conscience diminished....
i slumped foward, wit my right cheek on tha concrete
ears bleedin barely breathin, dry heaving myself to sleep
only to dream of visions of bright lights thru powederly prizms
where crowds and mics is louder than life,
wut tha fuck is this!?, i cant believe wut im seein
bleedin angelic beings silently screamin at ghastly demons
sick raging wars, marked by plagues and sores
wit infinite death tolls, tha lost souls of slave and whores
i cant take it!, please!, Father no more
please rescue me from this life i created, i dont wanna play it no more
Miko is trapped in a tight spot tryin to survive, he might not
but Zion changed tha game, took it to new heights then dropped
how could this happen, when i put my life into rappin!?
now i live inna ally, next to Ja Rule and his cardboard mansion
...about 2 days later...i pulled thru in I.C.U
wit my heart pounding, life support doin wut i couldnt do
doctor said i was lucky, Grim Reaper gave me anotha more chance
said i had so many hits, tha residue coulda put me in a trance
GOD i Od'd, now i believe, and i promise to stay clean
but i need ya help, imma fiend and still one of tha most respected mc's
is it my fault? that i was born wit a physicaL addiction?
a completely natural obsession in my essence for tha rhythmn...
my drug of choice is tha smooth flow and raspy voice
of tha QB King, from queens, it seems
that i can hear tha illustrious Illmatic in my dreams
i neva should took that 1st hit as a kid in my teens...
