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Genre
Charts
Peak #4,795
Peak in subgenre #2,742
Author
Lyrics; Dizzy || Music; Anno Domini beats
Uploaded
April 14, 2008
Track Files
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 3:51
Story behind the song
Just write down my feelings at certain points in life..
Lyrics
[Verse #1]
I feel the anxiety creeping up from behind
I’ve managed thru a lot of shit, you can say I’m “one of a kind”
my lyrics makes a blind man open his eyes, and see
makes a crippled man walk again, to run away free
I make the most impossible questions, float by
I make the easiest situations, to hard to even try
when I’m doing this verse that I spit
I feel the rage inside of me, and I know that I can’t quit
I know a lot of people have some shit against me
be a man and say it to my face, and not behind my back B
my main problem is, I got to many questions running in & out of my brain
so I walk around mainly insane, am I here in vain?
Or is there a bigger purpose for me being alive?
Is there a purpose for all the nights that I cried?
all I have to say, is I made the right choice , or else I would’ve died
[Chorus x2]
sometimes life is hard, you wanna restart all from before you fell apart
you gotta pull it all together and make it thru another day
focus on living your life and never let you fade away
[Verse #2]
this one goes out to you, you know who you are
you made a deep fucking scar, in the bottom of my heart
You knew I Loved you ‘till death, I gave you it all
still you said I ignored you, after ONE fucking call
I’m Busy sometimes, I had a life too
when I felt bad, who cared? Well, it wasn’t you
I try to keep the friendship stable
but I wasn’t able alone, it’s like I need the legs to the table
you have to understand, see it from my point of view
I can NEVER look past for what you did really do
look, you have to see, have to understand
our relationship was like writing with the wrong hand
we both made a bad choice at sometimes
but I get past it all, by writing down these lines
you gotta find a way to go on too, no matter what you chose
I’ve now said, what I had to say to you
[Chorus x2]
sometimes life is hard, you wanna restart all from before you fell apart
you gotta pull it all together and make it thru another day
focus on living your life and never let you fade away
[Verse #3]
I’m in the mood right now, to let my tears float down
I’ve been on the bottom for quite some time
I’m coming up now, whether you want it or not
I speak my mind right here on the spot
you were my father, you think I forgot?
I still remember that you walked out the door
I hope you understand, I fucking hate you
from the bottom of my core
my goal in life, is to NEVER be like you
I will never walk out on my child, no matter what I do
I will be there my kids when they need the support
to me, you’re sentenced to death, welcome to my own court
here I apply everything after my needs
my life has been a hell, now it’s you who bleeds
as you see, I don’t care who I make feel bad
this is my therapy, and I don’t care who gets sad
cause I’ve been there to, but nobody cared
hope you enjoyed these verses and absorbed
to what I have shared
[Chorus x2]
sometimes life is hard, you wanna restart all from before you fell apart
you gotta pull it all together and make it thru another day
focus on living your life and never let you fade away
