It pretty much pertains to like depressions that occured especially over frustration situations in School ong ago as well as thanking God for having survived through all this.
Lyrics
I dealt with pain
What have I gained
It kept on driving me insane
Sometimes I had wished I was dead
Cause people messed round with my head
Chorus:
My life wasn't such a free ride
Cause meanies didn't leave me be
Wanted to commit suicide
God almighty wouldn't let me
There were many times that I cried
Many times I wished I would die
But I know that things will be fine
I thank God that I am alive
(Chorus)
So many times I was put down
But I think I am gaining ground
God gave me a reason to live
He has blessed me with many gifts
(Chorus)
