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Hip hop, rap, real shit.
I've been rapping since 2006. I'm undiscovered but currently residing in Maryland. Am making a mixtape and an album.
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #4,695
Peak in subgenre #2,674
Author
Real J
Uploaded
March 17, 2008
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MP3 3.5 MB • 128 kbps • 4:01
Story behind the song
Conflicting feelings about a girl.
Lyrics
Chorus
This’ how it’s going down, when I tried to hold it down.
I gotta let it go, I realize it only now.
You breezed right through the pages, now we’re at the final chapter.
It did not end how I wanted, with “Happily Ever After.”
You took me into heaven, standing on the holy ground.
Now it’s a just a dream, cuz you ain’t here to hold me now.
This is the story, and now we’re at the final chapter.
And now you’re gone, forever and ever.. ever… ever…
Verse 1
Some people say it’s fate, others say bad luck.
They all be telling me, RJ you gotta man up.
There ain’t no turning back, she left you behind, in the damn dust.
She’s on other lane, the opposite way, never gonna catch up.
My mind state, is basically a great mess.
Anxious, tryna make this case, to make sense.
Thinking there’s another out, I couldn’t find it.
Now I know there’s no way around, I realize it.
This is the final chapter, final story, ain’t no sequel.
The way she tricked me, man this shit goes deeper than a needle.
I’m saturated with hate and I want revenge for my sake,
But my feelings’ mixing up like chemicals that’s drenching a lake.
So my brain’s divided, one side’s full of the hate.
The other side desires one more chance to renew our relationship,
And get back in her grace, but that is just a fantasy.
This shit was so crazy it nearly drove me to insanity.
Chorus
This’ how it’s going down, when I tried to hold it down.
I gotta let it go, I realize it only now.
You breezed right through the pages, now we’re at the final chapter.
It did not end how I wanted, with “Happily Ever After.”
You took me into heaven, standing on the holy ground.
Now it’s a just a dream, cuz you ain’t here to hold me now.
This is the story, and now we’re at the final chapter.
And now you’re gone, forever and ever.. ever… ever…
Verse 2
I stare into the mirror, and I can still see her.
In my reflection, reflecting cuz I was overeager.
I wanted her to be mine, kept calling her all the time.
She said I made her smile, I thought that I’d remain in her mind.
I guess I called her too much, she didn’t give me enough.
I was too serious, she left me, now I’m givin’ it up.
She doesn’t wanna be friends, she broke our bond in the end.
I tried, not to fuck it up, but I’ve done it again.
And what she did was fucked up, but she’s still in my mind.
I wanna go back in time, like movies in rewind.
And fix my stupid mistakes, and not be so behind.
But now she’s outta my reach, I gotta end the line.
This shit’s a bind and had winded my mind inside a loop.
My love had blinded me, finally I can see the truth.
Her love just wasn’t real, cuz it wasn’t here for me.
It wasn’t meant to be and that’s the end of my story.
Chorus
This’ how it’s going down, when I tried to hold it down.
I gotta let it go, I realize it only now.
You breezed right through the pages, now we’re at the final chapter.
It did not end how I wanted, with “Happily Ever After.”
You took me into heaven, standing on the holy ground.
Now it’s a just a dream, cuz you ain’t here to hold me now.
This is the story, and now we’re at the final chapter.
And now you’re gone, forever and ever.. ever… ever…
Outro
Well, I guess this is really it, huh? This is really the end. I thought we had something special… I don’t know who’s at fault here, me or you. You for lying, me for being too serious. It doesn’t matter anymore, does it? Well, time to move on. There’s nothing left to do. There’s no future for me and you. Time to end this story…
