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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #308
Peak in subgenre #146
Author
Aesthetic
Rights
Kyle Rowe
Uploaded
October 18, 2003
Track Files
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MP3 3.0 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
Um, I wrote it out of frustration, It seemed like i was doing everything for everyone else but i was the one that needed help the most and couldnt get any.
Lyrics
if there ever was a day in my life
when i was doin wrong, i thought it was right
all the shit on the side- it never meant nothin
if i seemed like i was thuggin, kid i was frontin
since noone will come, i think im gonna go
but what happens then or do i wanna know?
all i know is that the question eats us alive
like do i live for myself or live for jesus christ?
is there a truely evil spirit deep inside
my soul and if so will it ever leave my side?
do you feel this rhyme or am i wastin the ink?
is it club music or can ya taste what i think?
im makin the link- raps alive but the audience died
people dont feel emcees that spill all thats inside
but is that the point? isnt rap just an escape?
isnt that why emcees never rush, just be late
would u feel me if i rapped about bodies dumped in a lake?
do i spit real shit- or just somethin to hate?
i make mistakes, i ache and feel dispair
i break the fakes but cant face whats really there
i try to amplify my mind but now it feels swollen
need to find myself, dont know where my dreams goin
gone before it starts if my audience just shifted
or maybe a new beginning, everyone needs to be uplifted
bawlin when i spit
im fallin to uplift
scrawlin endless scripts
im fallin to uplift
sawin off my limbs
im fallin to uplift
sittin alone in a chair
lookin at the phone over there
wonderin, will the shit ring
and if it does, what will it bring?
only time can tell but i dont bother tellin time
i write compellin rhymes and end up sellin mine
its mine, i bless you with this
though you block my name out, i guess im dismissed
selfish bitch- kiss my white ass
i front like that and then bounce ill be right back
go outside and stare into the sky
i cant bear the reason why- im scared of who am i
you dont know what its like to be me
fights releive me but despite the healing
im scarred, sick and psychotic
its like im losing all my shit i got a rip in my pocket
a dungeon and a tomb enclosed in every heart
that open now and again disclosin shit you buried off
i dont see how u love livin cuz livin life is very hard
i dont know how ya do it but i use this very art
to escape my demons- escape the heathens
that rape my bein untill i hate my breathin
i hate the reason but i love the effect
so now i go with my heart im done with regret
bawlin when i spit
im fallin to uplift
scrawlin endless scripts
im fallin to uplift
sawin off my limbs
im fallin to uplift
bawlin when i spit
im fallin to uplift
scrawlin endless scripts
im fallin to uplift
sawin off my limbs
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
im fallin to uplift
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