just wrote what i felt. the first half of this song was written in 2005 and then added to and finished a few months ago.
Lyrics
My Nightmare
by Jessica*Renae
this is what my life has come to
i wish i could run and hide
i wish that i could explain
dont know if i wanna try
you've never understood before
why would you understand now?
all the monsters in my dreams
will be the end of me somehow
chorus:
this is my nightmare
i'm stuck inside
why cant you save me?
wont even try
livin in this dream
i cant get outside
if i stop fighting my monsters
they'll eat me alive
being consumed by all my fears
i'm dying in this misury
there is no turnin back now
i've let them take control of me
you used to save me from drowning
ur now the anchor bringing me down
i need to take control of my life
before i'm lost and never found
(chorus)
back off just leave me alone, you
have no idea who i am
thats for me to deside
dont need you to hold my hand
i'll make my own desisions
my life is mine to guide
it's all because of you
i keep my feelings locked inside
(chorus)
i am so angry now, you
better just run and hide
before i unleash this beast, that is
caged up inside
i used to try to fix things with you, it
always ended in a fight
its no use, cant teach a bat
to see in the daylight
(chorus with alternate ending)
relpace "it i stop fighting my monsters they'll eat me alive"
with..."i'll stop fighting my monsters and let myself die"
