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I've Been Through Many Thangs In My Life..
Never Had A fatha to show me wrong from right..
or Even how to fight, There was nobody at night..
just a fed up mom & a few grains of rice..
She won't admit it but that's how I'm livin..
since i was born i was trapped in this prison..
Plus I'm blacc, so that makes me Different..
walkin thru the mall. & mothers hide they children..
If I'm Crazy, That's What They Made Me..
Started off good..Then Did A 180..
So much talent and i'm throwin it Away..
cuz this life bullshit is drivin me insane..
I try & I Fail, tryna Balance The Scale..
I'm Like A Damn Dog, tryna catch his tale..
& if u knew ...............wat I went thru..
Wuld u still hate me, like u used too....
Only If You Knew, The Shit I Went Through
Would You Still Hate me, Would U Still Love Me..
Only If You Knew, what I Went Through
Wuld u still fight me, Or wuld u just walk right by..
I'm only 16, is this the life for a Teen..
I'm startin to think, Happyness is a Dream..
and just wen i thought this was a messed up world..
time goes by Now here comes The Girls..
I swear they out to get me, Fucc witt my Head See..
It's like their only goal is to leave my heart empty..
Tryna have ya baby while they trippin on that extacy..
i'm so confused, lord please come and rescue me..
It feels the only time that i am free..
Is when i'm smokin weed, or when im in my sleep..
but even then, visions come into my head
like what if i was rich, or what if i was dead..
I don't know how much i can take..
Is this fate, or was i a Mistake..
now im decidin which path i should go..
only god knows....only god knows..
Only If You Knew, The Shit I Went Through
Would You Still Hate me, Would U Still Love Me..
Only If You Knew, what I Went Through
Wuld u still fight me, Or wuld u just walk right by..
I need to get so much shit off my chest..
& rappin is the way to get it out Best..
How culd u have a kid & not support him..
How culd u create life, and just abort him..
How culd u let a cookie tell ur Fortune..
How can i eat at night wen i cant afford to..
See livin is a process we all go thru..
And givin up on urself is wat u don't do..
whether there's a god, or sumone up above..
do it for yourself and your family to come..
Do it for them niggaz that neva had a chance..
lifes shit Now..but U Dont Got It Bad..
Theres someone out there Worse Then U..
Suicidal Thoughts...We All Go Thru..
but hold up homie, please don't Shoot..
I got faith In U...brotha Don't Lose...