i've seen darkness in everything.
all worldly things inspite
nothing can lift this burden from me.
swallow my heart, swallow my pride.
i've got it all caged up inside.
this is somewhere life will never change.
from the hollow end of my pride.
i wish for an ending every day and night.
all these wounds that i can no longer hide.
i wish that i was somewhere else then inside of me.
i've got it it all caged up inside.
this is somewhere life will never change.
i know you're hoping for some one else to be there by your side when you are sick but it's only me.
from the hump on my back and my broken thoughts
from the howl in my heart from the never knowing.
every day there's something new instead.
but i know it's so hard when you hold it in your hand when there's no one around when they think you can blend away and hide.
when you walk down that street, when you search for yourself and some one else to meet inside.
when you hold out your hand and waiting for some one to grab on to you.
when there's nothing left for you to do.
hold on...........
