Lyrics
Euthenasia
[0:47]
Don't think this middle class'll lack it, living in this life of mine?
But in this Social Status Bracket, everything is not fine.
Cause it's behind these Picket fences-that My father's so relentless,
He's making me Restless... I guess in essence I'm defenseless.
To stresses resting on my shoulder, days would grow colder.
thought this would all roll over, once I got a little older.
But this boulder on my sholder, Ain't helping me to succeed.
It's like your feeding off greed, but it's just killing your seed.
I'm just in need of some lovin', not you're yelling and cussing,
or you're huffin and puffin, saying i'll never amount to nothin.
You keep pushing my button, and it's something I can't handle.
I'm just wishing you're frontin, flicking the flame on my candle.
Good Better Best, Don't Ever Let it Rest,
Until this good turns to better and this better turn to best.
The words beating on my chest, till I can't go on no longer.
in this mess i guess i'm blessed, cause it only made me stronger.
[1:59]
Try and Imagine a moment, in my memory lane,
Just listen in for a minute and let me try to explain.
See when I came to play games with other kids in my class,
all these kids would just laugh, pointing at my skin graff
so i would sit on my ass and pass the time sitting there,
see I spent half of my life with these two wheels and a chair!
but these people don't care, see they'd just sit and they'd stare,
I'm just a kid they don't care and at my heart it would tear.
so many tears in my eyes, so many years I would cry,
I'm sitting wondering why, until my eyes became dry,
and i just thought I could die and fly away on my own
just ride away from my home and hide away all alone.
but it's that-that doesn't kill us now, will only make us stronger,
infact, it doesn't get me down or bother me no longer,
because ive bottled up my hunger, under me is a flame,
and i'm flying in for the fame, an now i'm winnin' this game!
[3:11]
So now they hating on my music, sayin' I use it to abuse it,
but these dudes ain't paid their dues yet, man they stupid, yet I lose it!
for this music, still I choose it. Still I stand-can't stand to lose it,
the biggest fan and it's truth that I will stand and walk right through it.
Now it's you i'm talking too, who knew the earlier MC,
the early version meaning me-n-seen who I've become to be.
so i just let it come to me, you see I've even faced defeat-
discrased and placed upon the street but still I'm standing on these feet
it's then i'd sit and i'd vibe, and i'd let it get me alive,
and feel it hit when it's live, it's helping me to survive,
and you can see it in my eyes, or notice me when i'm walkin',
wondering what I'm talkin'-when-i walk-in with my walkman.
With Headphones on the head, ahead of me as I use it,
so while my blood remains red, I pleadge alligance to music.
cause shit i'd bleed for this music, I'd quit weed for this music,
i'm just in need of this music, so I ain't never gonna lose it.
