Im 17 and live in Knoxville, Tennessee! I love writting poetry and songs, whether it be love, deep songs, acoustic, rap, r&B, or comedy lyrics...im up for it!
Dear Murders,
Hello, or should I say goodbye?
I just started writing this letter and I'm already startin to cry but why?
You don't know how many times I've actually written this letter with rhymes.
But I threw 'em all away 'cause I thought life would have better times.
As life went along, I found out I was wrong.
And now that I'm almost gone, its clear I not so strong.
As a lil kid, ill never forget that you were my bully.
And now that you're reading this, I hope you regret it fully.
Things were already hard, you just made them impossible to live with.
So instead of a shovel to make my grave, you can use this letter to dig with.
When I saw you I just wanted to run away and hide.
If you could look in my mind guess how much fear you would find.
At moments all the weight of the world was on my shoulders.
And I prayed for good luck and wished that it would all be over.
At nights I was so pissed I would rip out my hair.
It's just not fair, 'cause nobody cares!
And the bruises you left me, I had to cover up when I got home.
Parents didn't care about it they just left me alone.
So as you read this letter, read it to the jocks and all of the popular crew.
To everyone that is cool, this one's dedicated to you!
Suicide is the unforgivable sin, but that's what I'm willing to do.
And as I kill myself, I close my eyes and I picture that I'm killing you!
I could've done it in front of you, when the knife was right there.
And after this I hope you have sweet dreams for the rest of your life about nightmares.
Please tell God that He gave me a life that you yourself wasted.
And tell Him that I drowned from all the tears over the years that I tasted.
Here take a deep breath as you read this 1st.
Some say nothing is more painful than death, but I say life is worse.
I see the Death Card that I have been delt.
And I just wish you could feel half of the shit that I have felt.
I just know that you would have crumbled a whole lot faster like I did.
But I would of helped you up instead of stood in laughter like a kid.
Cause that's just what a reasonable friend would do.
But I guess its hard to get hit when shit's not aimed at you!
I went out and faced everyday worried and stressed.
And I confess, you're the #1 reason I was depressed.
Ya know a little love wouldn't of heart a little bit.
One question, how does it feel to be a murderer you piece of shit?
I hope you understand everything that I wrote about now.
Forgive you I wont, I guess that's really why I wrote this note, and with that said I'm out! PLOW!
