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Pact
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A hauntingly depressing yet romantic song
joanna lavan female girl
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Female sung straight-forward rock with a touch of darkness...literally
All my songwriting comes from a place of total honesty and a sense of sarcasm. I sing about love and all the emotional complexities of being in love, losing yourself, toughening yourself up and all in all the struggles of being alive.
Song Info
Genre
Alternative Grunge
Charts
Peak #698
Peak in subgenre #20
Author
Joanna/Hill
Rights
Yes
Uploaded
September 21, 2003
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.9 MB 128 kbps 0:00
Story behind the song
Back in the 90's I was in a band called Circle Horse in Chicago. We had a great guitarist, Dan Hill who came to me with this song called Pact. He presented me with these terribly raw and honest lyrics that most people would back away from writing or at least wouldn't want to admit to feeling. This guy was a nearly homeless, definitely toothless, frighteningly talented bruiser of a guy. One of those people that just seem to be vessels for the magic of creativity to flow through despite the fact that they are otherwise near idiots. We sat on my living room floor and worked out Pact on my crappy acoustic guitar. When I heard him try to sing it in his off-key, cracking voice - the emotional pureness of the meaning of the song made me cry. More so that this virtual idiot could pull off such an emotional masterpiece and not even be aware of the talent he posessed. Anyway - his melody was lacking. So I came up with this melody, sang his lyrics and here you have the song Pact. This song is a hidden track on the famous compilation of Chicago's top talent in '95 called Freefest Live.
Lyrics
I drive through the night Your memory at my side And I fantasize you're still alive And as the sun comes up I think back to what we said "We'd be together even if we were dead" And I tried to carry on I mourn in our empty bed It's been a month now since you've been dead Now as I drink away One thing becomes clear Well I'll come to you if you can't be here If I can pull this off - I'll be with you my love I'm coming to join you on the other side If I can pull this off - I'll be with you my love I'm coming to join you on the other side In agony I cry 'Cuz it hurts to be alive I'll take a razor and use it quick Without you I can no longer live! Now as I pull this off - I can feel you my love I'm coming to join you on the other side Now as I pull this off - I can feel you my love cuz I'm coming to join you on the other side
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