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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #1,401
Peak in subgenre #1,195
Author
NyKiLL
Rights
2006
Uploaded
September 25, 2007
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.3 MB • 128 kbps • 3:33
Lyrics
i need to realize who i am,
and through these clear eyes i pretend,
be a friend lend a ear, im ventin'
i created this hole, no im trancendin'
and i am who i am,
you are, who you are,
you are my girl that shining star,
but i let it eclipse now ya gone,
this is for tara, im sorry i was an asshole,
i shoulda prepared ya, but i ran right past ya,
tried to take care of ya, but its just not my fashion,
my passion was my raps i needed action,
infact it came to clashin' love and hate, we combined,
to demonstrate i was fine, i smiled fakely,
take me seriously baby, i know ur brave, we,
came to conclusions that it was time to brake, see
i trusted your decision, and held it close to my heart,
you shot with precision you shot right thru my heart,
a quick swift phone call at 11pm,
feel my head cave in, i shoulda never gave in,
i shoulda fought for my heart, and kept yours safe,
i shoulda knew from the start, the very first date,
that the bomb is ready to detonate our fates,
now the tears flow from my eyes, like broken flood gates,
now many months have passed since this certain situation,
you had he me waiting, ears to phone, distance got me hating,
now im draining all these memories that you ever gave to me,
and all that pleasuring never seemed that endlessly,
and at the end i see, many golden oppertunities,
i hope you truly see, everything you've done to me,
ive just begun to bring forth, all the love that we swore,
to cherish and to hold, thru the warm and the cold,
but im ready to embrace the smiles it brings upon the world,
i know now my place, and the importance of a girl,
the hug, the hold, the cuddle, the kiss,
just having one of these things could give me the bliss,
and im sure that you miss, the laughs and the gifts,
walks in the park, touching of fingertips,
the smell of my cologne, and its lingering,
but i now associate your name with some bullshit and piss,
