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Taylor
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Peak #964
Peak in subgenre #1,053
Author
Taylor
Uploaded
September 22, 2007
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MP3 3.5 MB • 104 kbps • 4:44
Story behind the song
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Lyrics
Chorus
You tore me, into two, and still carried on doing what you do
And I don’t care if, I seem weak here,
Cause its about time, that I speak here,
Was all of my goodness, a weakness to you?
Have you any real idea what you put me through?
Now im thinking, what did I trust you for?
You said you loved me, I guess I loved you more..
Know I used to look in your eyes and feel security
Such a gracious face thought it was purity
And I loved you, I thought it from my deepest depth
I always swore to my heart that you was true to me
Funny how things changed, and shit I didn’t have time to blink
Figure it out first? Like I had time to think?
This boat was trying to sink, salt was filling my throat
I would have died trying to keep the thing afloat
And I swore that day I wouldn’t let the pain win
Looked at your lips and didn’t care where theyd bin
Instead of hating you I would truly hate him,
But to save your feelings I kept it caged in,
And it tore me apart fighting my heaviest demon,
But I had the heart cause shit you were my reason,
And it ate me from inside, I was battered and bleeding
And then you went and committed like double the treason!
My lungs collapsed, no beat from my chest,
No word from my voice, no thought in my head
Would have thought I was dead, but no the pain exploded
Eroded any fight shit I was overloaded
Alone and left again to cope, I couldn’t even choke,
Was so weak I couldn’t even speak, I broke
Sledgehammer to my knees I screamed,
Beggin the lord please say this is a dream, but nope
Chorus
Wish I had never sat and lived that night
Aint a lie that after that nothing was ever right
And its true that I went crazy once, you wonder why?
We break up for a fucking day your with another guy,
So im drunk and im angry and I start to drive,
Going insane, threatening to crash and end our lives,
What I did was fucked up I know it wasn’t right,
But then you told me you loved me, felt like it was a lie,
I gave you chances and I don’t know why I bothered I,
I should have seen the temptations that you wanted why?
Tell me one thing when in your heart you see a different light?
A different life, maybe you always craved a different guy?
But I don’t know cause you seemed true when we would kiss goodnight,
But maybe I deliberately looked past those wicked eyes,
And tried to find something inside you that was missing
Now im wishing I didn’t, Id lose the times i seemed Christian
Sat and prayed to the ceiling and beggin to be forgiven for any sins I commited
And maybe that would cleanse the pain you ran and left me to live with
But still I stuck it out, I fought with all that I got
But by that fucking time i couldnt call it a lot
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So when it finally ended, I was lost
My heart warm? phh Nah it was covered in frost
Id used up all of my fight, and for fuck all a reason,
Where the fuck were you when It was me who was grieving?
I bit back at my tears over years and why?
Cause I didn’t wanna bring it up and see you cry,
Even know it was you, whod hit me with the pain,
Lookin back at what you did bitch now im seething with rage,
And youll never understand it, that’s why you shouldn’t try
And I? I knew the fight was tough, but you were mine,
No matter how I stirred I had no clue to why,
You would lie, or why you went and screwed a guy,
And thinking fuck why didn’t I see through the eyes,
The lies, I fought for u, u screwed up my mind,
And it took me sometime to see through the smoke,
Guess I was stupid enough to hand my heart to a ho…
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