Lyrics
it feel like doom,
trapped inside this dark room,
it feel like a tomb, like im back in the womb,
and im back like boom, like a gun to your face,
like a bullet in the brain filled with heavenly grace,
the devil embraced, me when i signed on the dotted line,
i sold my soul, in return for satanic rhymes,
i used to panic at times but now im dead calm,
with a joint in my mouth, just not givin a damn,
i was never givin a plan, i had nothing to work with,
it would seem a happy life is just more of a myth.
gimmie that spliff, let me smoke till i dream,
see me up on the stage, with my face on the silver screen,
i didnt mean, to be treated like shit,
used and fucked around, treated like a bitch, but that was just a glitch,
in the life i used to have, if someone fucks with me now, ill do more than get mad,
ill reach forward and grab, the collar of the mother fucker,
and beat his fuckin face till its soft like butter,
im not a cutter, dont wanna get your blood on my clothes,
ill just leave you in the woods your body battered and cold,
and nobody knows,
cause im the outsyder,
im the fire inside the lighter,
im the rage inside the tiger encaged in side this writer,
its not a matter of race, its just a matter of taste,
everybody looks the same with bloodsplatter on their face,
it dont matter if your black white or mexican,
if you fuck wit me, they'll be notifiying your next of kin,
im the next to win,. i spent my life, living next to sin,
with nothing on my face but a devlish grin,
my devil within, is fighting to get free,
i feel it like a sickness, building up inside of me,
inside im free, but outside im still me,
the same old me, build from pain and shattered dreams,
it dosent matter it seems, i batter feins,
ill splatter your spleen, like a bug on a windscreen,
im excited and kene, to go battle,
got a bite like a rattle, and i fight like an animal,
my lyrics slice and dice anything you write by hand at will,
i handle my skill, like a dentist handles his drill,
to understand me really,you gotta start takin pills,
i alter my conciosus with LSD and mushrooms just for thrills,
if im crazy i fit the bill, for anything that you pefer,
im all the things you wanna be, everything your friends wish you were,
cause im the outsyder,
im the fire inside the lighter,
im the rage inside the tiger encaged in side this writer,
when i close my eyes, everything seems far away,
locked inside my mind, everything seems dull and gray,
inside my head im tucked away, never knowing what to say,
never knowing what to do, never knowing where to play,
never knowing where was safe, never trusting anyone,
murder throughts inside my head, practising with pellet guns,
but i regret it none, i gotta do what i gotta do,
im the master of my destany, the rest of me is sad but true,
i gotta see it through, from the start to the very end,
i just gotta prove, to everybody that i cant pretend,
trying to comprehend, i feel the day turn into night,
i feel the rain apon my face, blinded by another light,
a feeling from another life, creeping through my memorys,
bleeding from another fight, im picking off my enemys,
i aim to please, with a smile and a cigerette,
a pocket full of dreams and a mind full of intellect,
cause im the outsyder,
im the fire inside the lighter,
im the rage inside the tiger incaged in side this writer,
