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Story behind the song
My wife, after many years supporting me and following me (I'm a Soldier) left me for a better life for her and our 4 children (can't say I blame her) I wrote this shortly after she left.
Lyrics
Im trying so hard to fix our love,
Ive called for help from the heavens above.
Ive cried so much, like the summers rain,
Nothing I do seems to ease her pain.
I dont want to lose her; I need her by my side,
I cant help but think that her love has died.
My heart stops beating when I think of what Ive done,
If I could turn back time, Id change what Ive become.
Chorus
My heart is dying, but I killed hers first,
My lifes a mess I swear its cursed.
I dont know what to do; I cant win her heart,
I failed to comfort her, I pushed us apart.
I wake up to an empty bed, miles from my wife
I cry a tear shes gone from my life
I dream of the happiness, that we used to share,
I never thought wed ever part, what we had was so rare.
I live with the pain of all the things Ive said,
All the things Ive done to her, all the tears shes shed.
The anger that builds inside, she cannot be to blame,
I became the devil so I live with the shame.
One day far from now, shell forgive me in her heart,
Maybe then Ill learn to live, make a brand new start
Chorus
My heart is dying, but I killed hers first,
My lifes a mess I swear its cursed.
I dont know what to do; I cant win her heart,
I failed to comfort her, I pushed us apart.
I wake up to an empty bed, miles from my wife
I cry a tear shes gone from my life
I guess I was cold to her for so many years,
And now I understand why she cried so many tears.
I want to tell her that my love is still strong,
And everything Ive done to her, one day Ill right the wrong.
I will never give up trying to fix her broken heart,
And I will do whats right for us so we will never part.
I want to grow old with her and share our memories,
And sit upon our porch as we look out to the sea.
Chorus
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