From my new EP, available at http://www.wemusicstore.com/christysechrist/album/1200 - more samples there :-)
Just a typical girl with her guitar... or maybe not so typical.
Lyrics
the world as I know it
has crashed down
and i don't have a clue
what I'm supposed to do now
it was easy not to feel
it was easy when nothing was real
but the dream collided with reality
and fate teamed up with destiny
it's all against me
how can i be okay
when everything i loved
has deserted me
it's a lost cause being me
the pain is torturous in my head
cause sanity left me for dead
I've been crowned most hated
You see but I don't care
I'm always jaded
And no one's ever there
it was easy having someone who cared
it was easy when my heart wouldn't tear
but the pain is not foreign to me
i know it well and hold on to it desperately
life isn't worth it to me
how can i be okay
when everything i loved
has deserted me
i've got nothing to hold on to
i've lost all sense of security
and i've been devoid of my own purity
it's a lost cause being me
the pain is torturous in my head
cause sanity left me for dead
It's so cold here
I hate that you hate me
you're so lucky
not being me
You're so much better than I
I think I, I know
I'd rather die
