Buddha Complex - Open Book
On some unrequieted-love-tip...
Do you like peanut butter?!
YES?!
Then you'll truly love Buddha Complex's delicious grooves!
APF doesn't exist anymore. It's just Buddha Complex and maybe some other heads if they got they act write.
Story behind the song
it was ill
Lyrics
Intro/
A fly love song
a fly love hate song
a fly love hate fuck you song
a fly love hate fuck you i wanna explain shit song
Verse 1/
My past has many near extinction level events
Detriments offset by burnin bridges and cigarettes
I refuse to face the truth because the cutting of my tissue
Will continue with no mercy and hurt me to live thru life
I knew a lot of people and read a lot of novels
As a novelty to escape from pain and debacles
Hand in hand they went, I began to read the populace
Goddamn, I wish I didn't start start start with this
I guess I didn't try hard enough to understand
Or maybe I fooled my mind into understanding
Left standing in the rain, never braced for impact
No Noahs Ark so Im forced to adapt
I never learned to swim or even ride a bike
I cant even keep life under my chin or balance, how do I survive?
Im fueled by an enigma engine fluctuation
This songs the same shit as fuck you, gay bitch
Verse 2/
I knew a girl once, her name now is meaningless
A rose by any other name would eject thorns at a sign of weakness
She projected a facade though I saw thru it
I was fluent with her body language and her brooding
In her I saw a bit me, to be frank, a kindred spirit
She was beautiful in the most sincere sense
I would cut off one my hands to touch her with the other
For her creation, I woulda fuckin kissed her mother
verse 3/
I read you like an open book dense, offering me depth
Trekked through lines of text, was embraced, mostly wept
Swept up in the beauty of everything, the rough edges of eloquence
Let me spend forever in the text
I wish there was a book review of you before I knew
what type of trial I was getting myself into
An epic plot from epilogue all the way through
with personality imbued, what I wouldve done to date you
As the plot advanced, I mustve fell in love
but I left you on the shelf collectin dust
Now, I understand, it was more than lust, less than trust
Enchanted by a woman granted with heaven's touch
Everything I ever loved with payed for in blood
She was an open book givin me a broken heart by papercuts
She was the reason I quit gettin blunted
The reason I kinda shied away from the dumbshit
The reason I no longer kiss the neck the bottle
The reason I believe in a reason for a tomorrow
This verse jus sayin I wanna turn a page
[And close this open book so I could turn away!]
X3
Stitching together a friendship, whats the purpose?
I dont attempt to mend things cause it might nurse ya burdens
(clip from Mysoginist plays)
Outro/
I walk down blocks, towns, talk sounds, compound
Ideas into bars and verses not for stardom or worth, its
even bigger, see this trigger, Im about to squeeze with pressure
at her if she doesn't atleast admit I'm an ill rapper...
hahaha
