there exists much seemingly justified hate
for for what cause did ignorant joy show itself to me?
to defy my hard truths o'er and o'er
to destroy my freedom to desire
to halt my quest for love...
and teach me forgiveness patience and compromise
yet i'm
punished for learning to love without discretion
oh horror!
and conundrum of earth
without ye id never known those bright joys of truth and its everlasting sister dark sorrow
without you
i might have had to live in peace in a quiet forever void counting dust.
without you....
but everybody's alright...
they just feel things without thinking
they just think without feeling
yet one day these things will be unified
and so behind
these tearful smiles
and smiling tears
i can hear the laughter of another year
turning to angels wings
and phantom flowers
grey in the purple sky
they cut out like paper dolls
all floaty on the breath of
a diving dove...
