Lyrics
(Hook)
I don’t…………know why…………….you left me…………………I can not let you go
…..if you’re here or not….you know I love you a lot…ya know im trying to say
I feel………….you near me…………can you hear me….…………..this is me letting go
…..if you’re here or not….you know I love you a lot…ya know im trying to say
I felt the force of world at war, a future ruined can’t pursue
To steal a life away from parents, share it can a man be proof
A will to live, to find a time away from all the running lies
A soldier spent to crumble lives, when hate engulfs the country’s mind
Along the path you left ya life, across the world across the sea
Because you were a child of mine I can’t believe I let you leave
My chest is aching stomach turns, I’ve cried and cried till eye’s were dry
When time’s are tough I’ve had enough, I’m sick to death of hurt inside
I feel you near, but far away…and everyday I’m so alone
When dying trying fighting for a war and cause that’s not your own
This war is shit, I sit and think, I miss you kid, the best of boys
I couldn’t understand it then, but son I still respect your choice
Your mothers weak and lulls around, her heart is broke you needn’t know
That when a person brings it up, her legs collapse and breathing slows
Your friends came by, and paid respects, I thanked them all for loving words
I’ll bid farewell, but soon again…I’ll see you son were nothing hurts
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Time will come apart, and hearts will grieve to see it’s family fall
A freak of nature, kept to killing...grim this reaper can be called
A candidate to feel the force, or losing what you value most
Without a trace, without a face…the sound devours as you float
What’s happened, happened…jesus see us feel the pain and patience rise
And tho I miss you more than most, atleast I got to say goodbye
And I know your watching, talking waiting praying that ill stay to live
And that I promise, honest and ya death Ya know I’ll get through it
But now its hard, I had a lot of time to sit and ponder why
And see your face, and taste the way your resonance is stronger…I
Am only living, breathing smart because you were a hand in need
That pulled me up along my depth and darkness as I tried to breathe
You were a lift you were a friend, a parent figure…figured wrong
And people didn’t get that you were weak but still you made me strong
You led me to the water, now ill drink and grow and test my feet
Without you how my life is frowns, but now ill let you rest in peace
(Hook)
You gave your life so I could breathe, and take a stab at living how
A woman makes that sacrifice I couldn’t understand it, now
Im trying just to focus, both us feel the loss of mother’s touch
And so it goes, a hope of hosts to tie the minds of brothers up
A woman gone, a father spent…to take a toll on raising both
He sat us down, without a hint to splint the twins and take an oath
We pledged protection, mother earth, and sky to hold a woman’s hand
And never let, lest we forget the burden given we demand
To live for you, as you for us…we never let the soul regret
Because you fell, so we could stand, the brothers love to hold the net
To catch the weary, wandered mind and live ten fold in glory days
I’ve learned a lot with opened thoughts, but still the will of story plays
To play it all again, when then you felt that you had made it right
And told the doctor move ahead, and only so we’d taste the light
A brother’s way, in latent praise and made it through the hate and strife
Because you celebrate our birth in turn we celebrate your life
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