Just a typical girl with her guitar... or maybe not so typical.
Story behind the song
A reverse epiphany.
Lyrics
What is this thing you call love?
What is this thing you'll never share with me?
The times I felt weak
and the times I pretended to be strong
You never looked close enough
to know anything was wrong
My scars remain a bitter pain
that no one knows about
my heart still beats like crazy
cause you keep ripping it out
My thoughts go numb
You think I'm just young
but no one is alone
i feel at home
in this pain, in this loneliness
All I do is see these fake displays
of love and affection
but inside I know that none of it can be
maybe because they just never happen to me
but maybe I'm right
maybe I'm fine
maybe I just like the night
maybe everyone has death on their mind
or am I crazy?
I'm dizzy, my head aches
and God knows I'm lazy
But I give all I can to get
close to what it takes
What is this thing you call love?
What is this thing you'll never share with me?
The times I felt weak
and the times I pretended to be strong
You never looked close enough
to know anything was wrong